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- the 72 hour hearing is scheduled for Tuesday morning. i know my math skills suck, but even i know that's a lot longer than 72 hours.
- parent aide was supposed to be here at 10am but never showed. no call, no nothing.
- my mom is taking this harder than i am. she's freaking the fuck out and it's pissing me off. all she can think about is herself. she thinks freaking out is going to make this go by faster. oh "her poor grandkids". what about me? what about Taiga? *cruicifix pose* [/Raven]
- i still love wrestling. nothing had made me smile in the past 24 hours (or week) except for it.
- when i made metion the other day about "woe is me, no one replies to my stories", i wasn't expecting the outpouring that i recieved. i almost felt bad, like i had put out some guilt trip or somthing. which is not what i meant to do... it was directed to no one in paticular. i swear. you all rock though, and i enjoyed talking about the ficcing world with yous.
- i forgot to take my meds yesterday. oops.
- i had some fucked up dreams last night. Jon Bon jovi had died and everyone was shocked and it was all over the news. i was watching this thing in Tivo in my old bedroom in the house i grew up in. it was a wrestling show, featuring all the indy kids i usually watch. but it wasn't *wrestling*, it was all silly goofy shit. Trik davis was wearing scary Marilyn Manson makeup, and his head was in a TV, being displayed at Walmart, he did this to scare shoppers. i was watching this on the TV laughing my head off. dreams are fucked like that.
- i also want to thank everyone for the outpouring of support in my time of fucked-up-ness. it is appreciated more than you all could know. amazing what a few comments of people that live so far and widely spread can make a difference.
- parent aide was supposed to be here at 10am but never showed. no call, no nothing.
- my mom is taking this harder than i am. she's freaking the fuck out and it's pissing me off. all she can think about is herself. she thinks freaking out is going to make this go by faster. oh "her poor grandkids". what about me? what about Taiga? *cruicifix pose* [/Raven]
- i still love wrestling. nothing had made me smile in the past 24 hours (or week) except for it.
- when i made metion the other day about "woe is me, no one replies to my stories", i wasn't expecting the outpouring that i recieved. i almost felt bad, like i had put out some guilt trip or somthing. which is not what i meant to do... it was directed to no one in paticular. i swear. you all rock though, and i enjoyed talking about the ficcing world with yous.
- i forgot to take my meds yesterday. oops.
- i had some fucked up dreams last night. Jon Bon jovi had died and everyone was shocked and it was all over the news. i was watching this thing in Tivo in my old bedroom in the house i grew up in. it was a wrestling show, featuring all the indy kids i usually watch. but it wasn't *wrestling*, it was all silly goofy shit. Trik davis was wearing scary Marilyn Manson makeup, and his head was in a TV, being displayed at Walmart, he did this to scare shoppers. i was watching this on the TV laughing my head off. dreams are fucked like that.
- i also want to thank everyone for the outpouring of support in my time of fucked-up-ness. it is appreciated more than you all could know. amazing what a few comments of people that live so far and widely spread can make a difference.