a little yamajima/okajima fic
You cross my way as I pass our changing room. As usual you’re all happy and your bright smile blinds me.
“Ohayou Yamada!”
It stabs my heart to hear that name out of your mouth. But I don’t show my disappointment and send you just a emotionless expression as I answer with an even cooler “Ohayou Yuto.”
The boy next to you just changes a look between the two of us and starts talking to you again. And I think: “Is there a time where you’re not with him anymore?”
I always see you together, laughing and enjoying the company of the other. And I’m… yeah, kind of jealous I think. Because you always used to be MY best friend. Till I changed from the cute little boy into that cool and somehow lifeless teen I’m now, without you. I never wanted it to become like it is now but my mask is stronger then my feelings which are hidden deep inside me.
Someday you had enough. Enough of my cold attitude against you. I saw your heart broke right in front of my eyes. But I just watched as the prince on his white horse came to rescue you out of your pain.
And since then I lost you. I lost you to Keito. And you seem so happy together. I always thought you could’ve just be that happy when you’re with me but I failed. Your beautiful smile shines brighter then ever. But now I’m not the one it is meant for anymore.
Hope you liked it!?
I would be really happy if you comment on this!
Thanks for reading!
Sorry fo my bad english >-<' I try my best!!
And by the way~ if anybody hadn't understand from which few that story is - it is Yama-chan's POV!^^
“Ohayou Yamada!”
It stabs my heart to hear that name out of your mouth. But I don’t show my disappointment and send you just a emotionless expression as I answer with an even cooler “Ohayou Yuto.”
The boy next to you just changes a look between the two of us and starts talking to you again. And I think: “Is there a time where you’re not with him anymore?”
I always see you together, laughing and enjoying the company of the other. And I’m… yeah, kind of jealous I think. Because you always used to be MY best friend. Till I changed from the cute little boy into that cool and somehow lifeless teen I’m now, without you. I never wanted it to become like it is now but my mask is stronger then my feelings which are hidden deep inside me.
Someday you had enough. Enough of my cold attitude against you. I saw your heart broke right in front of my eyes. But I just watched as the prince on his white horse came to rescue you out of your pain.
And since then I lost you. I lost you to Keito. And you seem so happy together. I always thought you could’ve just be that happy when you’re with me but I failed. Your beautiful smile shines brighter then ever. But now I’m not the one it is meant for anymore.
Hope you liked it!?
I would be really happy if you comment on this!
Thanks for reading!
Sorry fo my bad english >-<' I try my best!!
And by the way~ if anybody hadn't understand from which few that story is - it is Yama-chan's POV!^^