SS3 Manila [FANACCOUNT] w/ pictures
WARNIGS:
INCREDIBLY SUNGMIN BIASED WITH SURPRISE NEW SECOND BIAS.
INCOHERENCY.
NOT CHRONOLOGICALLY ARRANGED.
SWEARING.
DYING
FANGASMS
CAPSLOCK AT TO DIE FOR MOMENTS
GRAMMAR MISTAKES
If you dont want to read about how i got my ticket skip immediately to the place after the SUPER SHOW 3 manila picture shows up.
This summarizes 3 hours of flailing awesomeness so expect it to be long.
THE GET-ME-MY-FUCKING-TICKET-OR-I-WILL-DIE QUEST
Kisung and I were so ready to go. We'd saved up enough for VIP, we had the money. We even fucking had extra. But on the day that we were supposed to make calls for the reservations, fuck we started calling minutes before the actual lines were opened but fuck they were already BUSY!!! ALL OF THEM. We were calling for that entire day and it was like that.
Frustratingly, sometimes they picked up, but then they didn't fucking answer, we were like HELLO?! HELLO?! but then on the other side of the line it's just ................................... and then the busy dial tone and then SHIT the day ended like that and i was like FUCK NO this is so not happening to me. I NEED to attend SS3 and i NEED to be super extra close. SHIT.
And Kath-unnie was comforting me telling me that hey, they're still going to release the tickets for SVIP, UPA< UPB and GENAD in december, but no, i did not want to stand for three hours straight and no i did not want upper box A either because fuck, we were in upper box A for the ukiss concert and Upper box B for SS2 and they were still tiny tiny ants walking around in front of us and we had to use binoculars to even fucking see them and this couldn't possibly be happening!!!
The thing is, the day that the tickets were released on the internet, both Kisung and I had class, and we were so diligent that we did NOT miss class for this. And when we got home we made reservations for all sections, but then hell, we received confirmation letter after confirmation letter telling us that NO. YOU CANNOT HAVE THESE TICKETS EVEN IF YOUR GONNA DIE BECAUSE THESE PLACES RE SOLD OUT ALREADY. And i was like sitting in front of the computer, stunned. EVEN JUST UPPER A? I CAN'T GET UPPER A? UPPER A CENTER? WAE?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOOOO> SUJU>>.... WORLD WAYLT?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
I was almost about to cry.
But then finally, FINALLY. a positive letter. Yes. SVIP LEFT. And at that time i didn't effing care if we were standing or not no matter how tiring or traumatic that was going to be i was attending SS3 for real and i was already DYING of happiness like SHITTTT.
AND THEN the day before the concert, we were in Taft, with no driver and wondering how the hell we were supposed to get to NAIA with no driver. US, two minors who'd never done this before because i didn't live in Manila and Kisung has never travelled to NAIA before so we just didn't go and ended up heading to Araneta instead for the SUJU fest and when we got there it was exhilarating with those awesome cosplayers who were so awesome at dancing and we were all screaming at them, practicing the fanchants and those people who didn't even know what the hell was happening were standing around watching the event and the styrofoam chibi's were so cute but Gentleman Mimi kept on falling and Kisung and I used tape to fix him but he still fell a lot. And it was sort of unfair because when the big Kyuhyun tarpoline fell everyone was like OH NO KYU!!! and nobody was paying attention to the Hello Kitty man. ;A;
So we spent 4 hours then going around the booths again and again and again ending up spending a few thousand without even noticing it 0.o and then we left while it was dark and then we got news that SHIT just when we left SUJU arrived to practice and people FUCKING SAW SIWON. PRINCE SIWON. SHIT. WHY DID WE LEAVE?
and why were they there?! They just arrived from Taiwan they should be sleeping or resting or just plain chilling, why aren't they TIRED?!
AND when we got Home and spazzed over the way too short news coverage of what happened when SUJU arrived in Manila and then that's when Kisungs family arrived and we drove to their condo in makati and Shit Makati Shangrila was clearly visible, just two blocks away from their condo and Kisung and I were staring at it and were like WHY IS IT NIGHT?! WHY CAN"T WE GO OVER THERE AND STALK?! SO CLOSE YET SO FAR GAH
THE FUCKING SUPER FANSERVICE SHOW

We were standing in the middle of SVIP when the show hadn't begun yet and i_love_sungmin and I were texting each other looking for each other in the crowd and we finally saw each other but still were so far away because she was somewhere in the middle of VIP and i was standing in the middle of SVIP waving my pink Sungmin banner at her. And it really sucked when we saw people starting to hang their support banenrs on the sides and then these security guards were telling them off and us down in the mosh pits were like WAE?! They were allowed in other countries why not here?! But then we had no choice and the fans were already screaming because of those Sanuk commercials on screen because Sungmin, Heechul and Eeteuk were models but over time the screams for the commercials died down because we were getting tired already and then fuck, the lights on the stage went on the ones for the audience dimmed and SHIT.
Sorry Sorry Remix
Like Oh my god, and then LEE FXXCKIN DONGHAE started flying up from the circle thing in the middle of the Stage and ohmygod that was so wonderful, him flying up there like some sort of God so fitting and asfdjghadsjghadhg the screams were deafening and before i knew it the pushing began and all the people in my area were running to get closer to the fxxkin God Lee Donghae and i just stood there like *.*
Is this for real?!


And then i'm not sure who came first, i think It was Eunhyuk and he came up from the stage on the right side of me and i was staring at him still in my dazed mode and then FXXKIN PERFECTION LEE SUNGMIN CAME UP ON THE MIDDLE STAGE AND OH MY GOD HE'S SO FREAKING PERFECT SO PERFECT HIS NOSE AND HIS LIPS AND HIS FREAKING HOT BOD AND i ran to get closer to him like SUNGMIN SUNGMIN SUNGMIN waving my SUNGMIN lightstick and he wasn't even looking at us, he was looking straight forward and oh my god he is so FIERCE! and then the music started up and the whole stadium sort of exploded with the screams and i couldn't take my eyes off of Sungmin, screaming my head off like all of them and OHMYGOD SORRY SORRY REMIX VERSION IS SO HOT!!!!! THE TURNING STAGE THE TURNING STAGE!!! /dead
ANd then him and Shindong broke off from the group and walked along the stage that was lining left SVIP and i was like FUCK YES COME CLOSER GOD. AND then oh my god so fierce. HE WAS SO FIERCE!!!! HE WASN'T SMILING! SORT OF LIKE AN EXPRESSIONLESS FACE BUT IT KIND OF LOOKED LIKE HE WAS POUTING I DON'T KNOW HE WASN'T EVEN FACING ME AND I WAS SO FREAKING DYING ALREADY. and the dance was so freaking hot and i don't remember much starting from here it became a mesh of screaming and SUNGMIN SUNGMIN SUNGMIN and hotness and trying to stick with Kisung even when the crowd was getting wild all around us.
At first i thought that the mics sucked but then it turned out the entire stadium was just so noisy we couldn't hear them properly and the fanchants were freaking awesome adn then Super Girl happened and then Sungmin was standing on the platform again dancing and when he wasn't dancing he was facing SVIP left fixing his mic and he was so freaking gorgeous I was waving my lightstick like look!!! look!!! I"m a Vitamin XDDDDDD. Or was that during Don't Don?! I don't know anymore and i don't care but still DOn't DOn was awesome because Henry was with his Badass violin and Jungmo was jay were awesome and Heechul was rocking out on his drums and shit the round thing in the middle of the stage was lit up with graphic fire and there was fireworks and confetti and then Eunhyuk was facing us and he was strapped to the side and the he fucking flew with sparks coming from his hands and SHIT. Eunhyuk is so hot in person, his face is so edgy and so UNF.

But this is a picture of DOnghae because he is awesome and I'm biased like that.
And then came the Eeteuk/Sungmin VCR with them blowing the blue balloon for the little girl and the background music was the same one they used for the beginning of the Hello MV and it was so cute and then No Other was playing and the entire stadium was singing along with them XDDD
I was looking for my Sungmin everywhere but he was just gone and I focused on the people on the rotating stage instead and then suddenly, baloons erupted from the top of the circle stage thing and Eeteuk and Sungmin flew out with their baskets of counfetti and blue balloons and OH MY GOD ANGELS!!!! and all the LED screens were showing blue ballons floating and clouds and it was so perfect and Sungmin was flying over our area throwing confetti and it was so perfect and I was half afraid he was going to fall, but then everything turned out alright, and he emptied the basket of confetti over us and then he was being lowered down and he still seemed so close to SVIP i thought they were going to bring him down on the audience but no they didn't (that would have been so perfect) and he pretended to be swimming as he was being lowered down and GOD that was so cute!!!!
And then Confession started and i scrambled to find my SJ-M Min banner thing in my makeshift bag (did i mention that? it was made out of an aviator beanie and we connected the chains from our dogtags and tied them at the ends of the aviators and voila new bag!) and raised it and then Good Person happened and i think this was the time that Kyuhyun was standing right in front of me holding a rose and looking so awkwardly cute and like he didn't know what to do with the rose and he kept looking down and looking around and then he smiles, SO CUTE! CHO KYUHYUN WHY ARE YOU SO FUCKING ADORABLE IRL?! HOW CAN YOU NOT LOOK EVIL?! WHY SO INNOCENT?
and then he decides that he doesn't want to throw the rose so he just sort of lets it drop from his hand and the fangirls fight over it and he leaves and I'm like NOOOO KYU DON"T GO!!!!
I'm not sure when Sungmin happened, but it was around this time (good person? rokukko? ideka) that he sat just where Kyuhyun was standing and somebody handed him one of those giant toblerones and was smiling and i was pushing to get to him and HANDS THERE WERE SO MANY HANDS REACHING FOR HIM AND HE WAS BREAKING OFF THE TOBLERONE INTO LITTLE PIECES AND GIVING THEM OUT TO THE SEA OF HANDS AND I HAVE NEVER WANTED CHOCOLATE THIS BADLY BEFORE LIKE SHIT CHOCOLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIKE THAT GUY FROM SPONGEBOB, BUT NO I DID NOT GET ANY CHOCOLATES. and he kept half and went away and nooooooo, come back Minmin!!!
AND I THINK IT WAS ALSO DURING THIS TIME THAT DONGHAE AND EUNHYUK KEPT RUNNING BACK AND FORTH IN FRONT OF US BUT THEY WERE CHANGING PLACES SO THEY REALLY WEREN'T TOGETHER BUT WHEN THEY CROSSED EACH OTHER THEY'D DO A HIGH FIVE AND THERE WAS THIS ONE TIME WHEN DONGHAE PRETENDED TO STAB EUNHYUK AND EUNHYUKKIE FELL TO HIS KNEES IN THE MIDDLE OF THE STAGE AND DONGHAE JUST RAN AWAY.
I'm not even sure when the introductions happened, but Heechul came out first and he was like
"Saranghaeyo Kim heechul!"
and the stadium echoed him and yelled back "uyutbikal kim heechul!!"
and he was so happy with that and then Siwon came out next and i don't remember what he said, but then Kyuhyun came out and he was doing the egyptian dance and Siwon slipped his red sheet into Kyuhyuns shirt so it looked like he was wearing a bib and Kyuhyun stopped dancing for Siwon to tuck that in but once it was in there he started doing the egyptian dance again like nothing had happened.
Aish Kyuhyun why so cute?
He spoke in ENGLISH!
He said: "hello everyone! My name is Kyuhyun!"
and he sounded like a cute little boy with his accented english. >.< His voice isn't deep when he speaks in english, it's like, really really clear. XD
And then Yesung came next and he said Hi!! and we echoed him and he said hello and we shouted that back at him too and then he said something really quickly and we just all screamed at him because we didn't understand what the heck it was that he said and then he yelled that it was okay and then we thought he was going to say something else because he opened his mouth with the mic directed at it but then he stopped and turned around and i just had to laugh because GOD why is Yesung so adorable?!
and then Ryeowook came out and did some dorky butt dance which had all of us screaming and then Sungmin came out and he spoke in english too and he thanked us for coming and his english is so so so cute! >.<
And then Eunhyuk came out and guys he seriously looked like a monkey with the expression he was making with the cone on his chicken. Monkey!hyuk gah.
And Siwon went to greet him, and then Donghae came out and the guy seriously looked so hot with that british hat guard thing on his head
and i don't remember what he did (i'll post a fancam of introductions on youtube sometime) but Siwon attacked him, or was back hugging him. and then Shindong came out and he was so adorable and then eeteuk came out and he was laughing his not normal laugh, meaning he was laughing really deeply like Ha ha ha ha ha, and then he brought out a bottle of water and yelled.
"Do you want water?" and then he threw it at the other side of the mosh pit and then he laughed on that not-eeteuk laugh and then he took out another bottle of water and threw it at our side and then he laughed some more like something was seriously wrong with him and then they all lined up and did their signature greeting.
:Annyeonghaseyo, SUper Junior inmida. Uri-neun supeojuni-oeyo!!" and we screamed so loudly and yelled back.
"Uri-neun Erpeu-oeyo!"
and then they did a song that i don't remember all i know was that Siwon was chasing Donghae all over the stage and whenever he caught up with Donghae they backhugged and Donghae looked so happy.
Rokugo happened and the circle stage thing in the middle was gone and Eunhyuk and Eeteuk lied down and started excercising by lifting one leg as they lied on their sides,
i don't even know anymore, and then everybody but Heechul was doing it, Heechul was just staring at everybody so weirdly like HELL NO NOT DOING THAT and then suddenly when it was his turn to sing he dropped down to the ground and started doing in too with a really big smile on his face and HEECHUL YOU FLEXIBLE BEAST WAYLT?!


And we were all singing along with Rokugo, we sang along with them for the entire concert how is it that i still have a throat?!
and then there was another VTR and it was KRY i think, i'm not even sure anymore, something about children and missing people i'm not even sure if that happened in this time or not but it happened at some point and they were all so adorable.
AND THEN ONE FINE SPRING DAY HAPPENED.
Ryeowook was singing his heart out on the spinning stage and Sungmin was playing his guitar and Sungmins 'focused' face was just so cute, like he was pouting but he was serious and SHIT. ILYSFM!!!!and then Ryeowook hit the high notes and WOOKIE OSMNESS gah.

and then Hyuk was on the stage in front of SVIP left and he was dancing alone and i was wondering what song this was going to be and then when i listened to it hard i realized it was I WANNA LOVE YOU and WTF where is DONGHAE?
and then Hyuk was romancing the girl but i didn't even care anymore because the GOD LEE DONGHAE WAS SUDDENLY STANDING RIGHT IN FRONT OF WHERE I WAS AND HE IS SO EFFING GORGEOUS IRL GUYS WHY IS HE SO HANDSOME THAT JAWLINE IT EFFING KILLS AND THAT HAIR AND THOSE THIN LEGS IN THOSE TIGHT BLACK SLACKS AND THOSE SHOES AND THOSE ARMS AND THAT FUCKING ADAMS APPLE AND THOSE CLAVICLES AND WHY THE HELL ARE YOU HIDING BEHIND THOSE BACKUP DANCERS HAE I WANT TO EFFING SEE YOUR GORGEOUS!!!!!! AND THEN LEE FXXKIN DONGHAE CAME OUT AND I WAS DYING BECAUSE SERIOUSLY HE DOESN'T LOOK LIKE THIS IN PICTURES!!! HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE. HOW IS HE SO HANDSOME WTF IS THIS PHOTOSHOPPED HUMAN WALKING AROUND HOW IS HE REAL?!!!! He's got this v-shaped figure and long thin legs and SHIT I KNEW SUNGMIN WAS GORGEOUS SO I WASN'T SPAZZING ABOUT HIM THAT MUCH BECAUSE I HAD ALREADY PREPARED MYSELF TO DIE FOR HIS GORGEOUS AND HIS GORGEOUS STILL FXXKIN AMAZES ME....BUT YOU, CAMERAS SIMPLY DON'T GET YOUR PERFECTION. YOU AREN'T PHOTOGENIC HAE. YOU ARE SO NOT PHOTOGENIC. YOU ARE SO MUCH MUCH MUCH MORE PERFECT IRL THAN YOU ARE IN PICTURES. SHIT MAN. HOW?!!?
And then fcckin Lee DONGHAE started dancing with the girl and my throat was freaking raw from screaming over his perfection and his fucking leg movement because how can e effing move like that? Asdfsjdgs;deghs;hjasdghaw;oiksdgahw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and then he moved away to the center stage and i tried to follow and then fuck, the turning stage again and then FXXKIN LEE DONGHAE RIPPED HIS SHIRT OPEN AND THERE WERE HIP THRUSTS AND HAIR FLIPPING AND NECK EXPOSURE AND BODY WAVES AND TOUCHES AND OMYGOD I AM DEAD I AM DEAD LEE DONGHAE WHY ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME?! (i'm sorry Hyukjae-oppa, i kind of forgot about you when Donghae was there)
and then it was over and he was gone and noooooooooooooooooooooooo, and then Kyuhhyun came out and he was singing and i was still dying and Kyuhyun, you are so adorable, you look so innocent and pure but you, i know you're the evil maknae how can looks be so deceiving and your awkwardness it so cute and your highnotes, ugh your high notes are killing me and then just like that you were gone and nooooo why are songs only 3 minutes long i want to hear more of Kyuhyuns huskiness!!!!
But then i forgot about Kyuhyun too and I'm sorry but this happened and OH MY GOD LEE SUNGMIN THIS IS YOUR SOLO AND YOU ARE BARELY 10 FEET AWAY NO NOT EVEN TEN FEET AWAY YOU ARE SO CLOSE WHY ARE YOU DOING THOSE KINDS OF THINGS WITH THOSE GIRLS IM FUCKING HERE SEE ME?! *FUCKING THRUSTS SUNGMIN TOWEL IN THE AIR* IM OVER HERE GDI NOOOOO AND THEN MORE BODYWAVES AND HIP THRUSTS AND ANGLE KISSES YOU FACE IS SO CLOSE TO HER NOOOOO WHY CAN'T I BE THAT BACKUP DANCER SHIT SHIT SHIT. WAAAAAAAANT!!!!

AND THEN JUST AS I THOUGHT HE WASN'T GOING TO OPEN HIS SHIRT AT ALL THROUGHOUT HIS PERFORMANCE THE GIRL BEHIND HIM RIPS OPEN HIS SHIRT AND THEN FUCK YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS THANK YOU RANDOM FACELESS BACKUP DANCER THANK YOUUUUUUUUU!!!!
THEN IT WAS A BLURR FROM THEN ON BECAUSE OF FUCKING CLAVICLES AND CHEST AND WHITE SKIN AND SUNGMIN DO YOU FUCKING HAVE BONES IN THAT BODY HOW DO YOU DO THAT BODY WAVE?! UNF UNF HOW?! I DIED I SRSLY DID. I DIDN'T COME, I DIED BECAUSE HOW CAN YOU COME WHEN YOU'RE ALREADY DEAD GODS EFFING GODS THE SOLO ENDED AND HE WAS WALKING AWAY AND I WAS PREPARING MYSELF FOR IMMEDIATE COLLAPSE BUT THEN WHEN HE GOT TO THE THING THAT SINKS DOWN INTO THE STAGE HE FUCKING TURNED AROUND AND LOOKED BACK AT US AND THAT PERFECT SIDE PROFILE WITH THAT PERFECT NOSE AND POUTY LIPS AND BED EYES OH GOD!!!

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And then he's gone just like that and i kind of feel like sobbing and i'm incoherent idek idek. WHAT IS AIR?!
Can't fucking breathe.
And then Siwon comes up but I'm still incoherent I'm sorry but i love Siwons outfit that gray thing HE threw over your wifebeater all i knew was that the song was about sacrifice and i wanted to laugh so bad but at least it wasn't as bad as last years when HE had church glass windows on the screen behind HIM and i think HE kneeled again but i'm really not sure anymore but i remember HIM standing on that circle platform and HE was raised high and your perfect too but he wwas so far away i couldn't really see him and his back was on us too so Im sorry.

AND THEN EUNHYUKS SOLO WHICH WAS TOTALLY UNEXPECTED BECAUSE GOD WE THOUGHT IT WAS ONLY GOING TO HAPPEN IN JAPAN LIKE IT WOULD BE A SPECIAL JAPAN THING BUT NOOO HE DID IT HERE AND HE WAS WEARING THAT AWESOME AWESOME OUTFIT WHICH EXPOSED HIS JUTTING WHITE SHOULDERS AND SHIT HIS DANCE HIS BOD AND SHIT THAT WAS SO FUCKING OSM MY MIND IT DIED WHERE IS IT? HOW DOES HE MOVE HIS BODY LIKE THAT IS HE EVEN FREAKING HUMAN? AND THEN HE RAN AWAY AND THEN WHEN HE ROSE BACK UP SHIT HE STARTED SINGING AND SHIT HIS VOICE IS AWESOME WHY DON'T THEY LET HIM FREAKING SING LIKE LEE HYUKJAE IS SO FREAKING AMAZING 0.0 asfjadgshlipoewyqfasdkg;hyai;sjdghj sagj;law asgharhguo??? dglakugtl?!!! hflughwaighasngheiu!!!

ANd then Henry, fucking Henry he is so adorable, and he was so awesome as he was playing the piano because he was so fucking into it and how does he even sing while playing the piano? I just admire him so much and i was by the railings at this time so yesssss i see your face Henry you are so wonderful. And then he bit his lip and looked up and grabbed the mic and stood up and God that was so hot Henry and i don't even care about your Sasuke hair or why you have Sasuke hair it doesn't even freaking matter. (sasuke hair definition: the hair at the back of his head was raised fsr) and we were all chanting at the top of our voices HENRY HENRY HENRY HENRY HENRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And then those two backup dancers in red came and gave him his jacket and he started singing and we sang along with him and everything was just so loud and awesome but who fucking cared SCREAM the song at the top of your lungs and when Henry isn't singing fucking chant his name because we love him and he must know that. (later we learned that he cried backstage because of the fanchants, the sore throat is so worth it)
And then after this i think was Tok tok tok with that hilarious VTR with Shindong as the fattinator adn Siwon as the guy who saves them all and I'm like WTF THIS IS FREAKING FANFICTION BEING SHOWN IN A CONCERT WHAT IS THIS OSMNESS?! And it started with Eunhae fighting and there were these names for them i don't remember anymore but Donghae was the leader of the wimps or something like that and then it was Heechul i think and he was the leader of idols? And then Sungmin and Eeteuk as the leader of leaders and Min as the leader of chick martial arts and them going to fight Shindong together and then all their weapons were turned into food and Shindong ate all of them and then Siwon used a radio to turn them into SJT and they said that was SJT's origin and it was FREAKING CRACK FICTION DURING A SUPER SHOW HOW IS THIS NOT OSM?!
And then SJT CAME OUT!!! AND THEN SHIT THERE WAS EUNHAE RIGHT AWAY!! They were doing the thing that Kangteuk used to always do, when they allign their palms and stare into each others eyes
and Heemin were sitting on the floor together and then they all started bullying Hae by pulling his bowtie and i think they did that to Min too, and to Donghae again (;A; why my biases) and then Heechul pretended to do it to Eeteuk but he ended up not going through with it and i was like awwww 83 line!!!
and then there was this part where Eunhyuk kissed Donghae's hand and fuck yes more EUNHAE!! XD and i don't remember much else from this performance and from here on it's a blur of trying to get even closer to the stage so i'll just enumerate all the other important exhilarating things that happened as i remember them.
Trax went onstage again, i think this was before all of this even happened but i don't really remember when but they did go back onstage and perform oh my Goddess and Jay was so freaking fierce and Jungmo on the guitar is just UNF.
At some point they performed Bonamana and fxxkin 83 line again how are you so perfect?!
And then when they did that KRy + Donghae and Sungmin i died because Donghae was the one standing on our side of the stage and by that time i was already clinging unto the railings on the side as if it was my lifeline and I was just oggling him because he is just way too perfect SHITTTTT. and he only had very few lines in that KRY song so he just sort of stood there looking blankly ahead and then he'd bow his head and smile a bit and GOD why so cute?! and that angle of him is just a killer because his clavicles and his Jawline is just so visible fuck why is his jawline rarely caught in camera?! THIS guy is not photogenic, i say again, this guy is too perfect IRL. TOO PERFECT> OH TAI WAN MEI!!!!
SHIT>
AND then there was FUCKING LADY HEE AND FUCKING LADY HEE HEE IS FUCKING PRETTY IDEK HOW THAT IS EVEN POSSIBLE. HIS STRUT ON HEELS IS SO PROFESSIONAL JUST HOW??!?! I CAN'T EVEN WALK LIKE THAT ON HEELS AND I'M A GIRL WHO OWNS TONS OF THEM BUT HE, HE JUST SORT OF GLIDES AND HE BRAIDED HIS HAIR THIS TIME AND IT'S JUST TOO PRETTY THAT I FORGOT ALL ABOUT THE THROW-PETALS-AT-HEECHUL FAN PROJECT AND JUST STARED AT HIM BECAUSE HOW IS HE A MAN?! SERIOUSLY. HOW?!?!!
AND THEN BEYONHAE, BEYONHYUK AND SHIYONCE CAME UP AND FUUUUUUCK DONGHAE HOW COULD YOU BE SO MANLY ONE MOMENT AND SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL THE NEXT. SERIOUSLY, IF HE DIDN'T HAVE THE GUNS THAT HE HAD I WOULD HAVE THOUGHT HE WAS A REAL GIRL I MEAN, I WAS LAUGHING MY HEAD OFF AT SHINDONG AND EUNHYUK BECAUSE ITS KIND OF AWKWARD WITH BOTH OF THEM BUT FUCK DONGHAE IF YOU SWITCHED BODIES WITH EUNHYUK YOU'D BE THE PERFECT GIRL WITH YOUR CURLS AND THOSE BANGS AND FUCK
THEY BEGAN DANCING AND SHINDONG PULLED HYUKHAE CLOSE TO HIM AND HAE SOMEHOW PULLED SHINDONGS LEOTARD DOWN AND EXPOSED SHINDONGS NIPPLE AND THEN HE RAN AWAY AND I WAS LIKE SO PLAYFUL DONGHAE HOW ARE YOU ALIVE?! AND SHINDONG RAN AFTER HIM AND THEN THEY STARTED DANCING AGAIN AND I WAS SO LAUGHING AT THE 'PUT YOUR HANDS UP' PART BECAUSE HYUK WAS IN FRONT BECAUSE DON'T GET ME WRONG HYUK IS HANDSOME AND CUTE AND I LOVE HIM BUT HE IS NOT A PRETTY GIRL. AND THEN SHindong was dancing in front and it was hilarious and then Donghae was the one in the middle and he covered his face as he rotated his hips and WHY COVER THE FACE HAE?! WAE?! and then after killing us with his hips Donghae and his legion danced off to meet with Lady Gaga and then the backup dancers came and Heechul was harassing them again and then somehow at some point Eunhyuk got to his knees and Shindong was slapping his butt and Donghae had his arms around Heechul and he had pulled Heechuls skirt up and Heechul was fighting to pull it down again but the screens were already flashing all of us with Hee's nonexistent bulge
and then somehow everything was in order again and HEechul was back to harassing his dancer and it was a sex orgy oh god and then they all disappeared i don't even know where they went because the next thing i know......
THE GOD LEE SUNGMIN IS STANDING IN FRONT OF ME AGAIN and how did he even get there without me noticing?!
And when i noticed him he was looking down at the crowd where i was, at the railings and i noticed that i was still holding up my towel that i wrote on (Pupmpkin-oppa. I love you forever) and he was fucking reading it and i was like dying inside and then he looked up from reading it and then FUCK EYE CONTACT WITH THAT WONDERFUL MAN. EYE CONTACT WITH THOSE BEAUTIFUL EYES NEVER DID I DREAM OF THIS EVER FUCKING HAPPENING TO ME IN MY ENTIRE LIFE and if that wasn't enough LEE FUCKING SUNGMIN SMILED AT ME FOR THE LONGEST TIME AND HIS SMILE, OH GOD HIS SMILE, IT'S SO FUCKING PRECIOUS AND GORGEOUS AND HIS TEETH ARE WHITE AND I CAN SEE HIS GUMS AND HIS EYES ARE ALL TYPES OF SPARKLY AND OH GOD IS IT REALLY ME YOU'RE LOOKING AT?!
SOMEBODY FUCKING HOLD ME
SHIT.
SUNGMIN.
SHIT.
YOUR SMILE.
I'M DEAD.
DEAD.
DEAD.
DEAD.
SMILE.
SHIT.
And Kisung was fucking screaming in my ear like OH MY GOD HE'S LOOKING AT US. OH MY GOD IS HE REALLY LOOKING HERE. OH MY GOD HE'S LOOKING AT YOU!!! OH MY GOD HE'S SMILING!!! OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!!!!
AND IN MY HEAD I'M LIKE
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
silent incoherent spazzing struck dumb by Sungmins gorgeous and then Sungmin leaves but then i don't notice because I'm just so fucking dazed my his smile. EPIC FUCKING K.O.
I was like collapsing against the railing thinking SMILE> SMILE SMILE> I CAN FUCKING DIE HAPPILY RIGHT NOW. ANd just, hugging the heaven-sent towel almost freaking sobbing because OHMYGOD SJBAK;HGIHJMDBFSHIJA;DBGJSAFDAHFRONGNGANDS?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And i was almost really sobbing except there weren't any tears because I just couldn't cry with my contacts on.
The events are getting even more jumbled as i type this. SHIT.
I DON'T KNOW WHEN THE SHIHAE HAPPENED EITHER BUT IT WAS JUST ON THE SCREEN AND SIWON WAS FUCKING STRADDLING DONGHAE WHILE HEECHUL WAS B-BOYING AND EUNHYUK WAS MOONWALKING.
The boys were so hellbent on killing us all. Like. Eeteuk was suddenly there. And EETEUK WAS SUDDENLY JUMPING OVER THOSE LIGHT THINGIES UNTIL HE WAS ONLY ABOUT TWO FEET AWAY AND WAS JUST SO FUCKING CLOSE OH MY GOD EETEUK YOU PERFECT PERFECT MAN WITH YOUR DIMPLES.
I'm not sure if this happened then or if it happened after Heechul came but all i know is that Eeteuk reached over to us and we all reached back and oh my god ANGEL TEUKS HAND I TOUCHED IT AND IT'S SO FUCKING SMOOTH, HOW?!?! (wait i think this happened after Heechul, but who cares anymore?! Eeteuks hand!!! XDDD)
And then there was fucking Kim Heechul who also jumped over the railings and shocked us all with his milky skin white because he really is so effing pale, so effing Milky skin and petal pink lips he's like SNow WHite but no that's Kibum and he leans over farther than Eeteuk did and then he's staring intensely into Kisungs ipod camera lense like about a foot away and shit the picture came out badly because of all the light behind him but you can still kind of see his face because he's fucking Kim Heechul and his skin is milky white like that.
Incoherency ensues after this;. All i know from this moment is that Siwon sat in front of us and he was nodding at people and smiling and he's also so freaking perfect and I just noticed that all the members are so THIN! It's true that the camera adds 10 pounds on you, because Siwon was not as bulky as i expected him to be, but heck during the concert he removed his shirt (no concert is complete without appropriate Shisus chest exposure) and the abs looked like they were drawn there by markers or something. SO deep. So hard. So fucking effing real on that thin frame. Shit. Shit. Shit.
And Siwon has a funny way of acknowledging people. He just sort of sees you and then his eyes widen and then we all spazz because it's the fucking shibrows in action, who wouldn't be happy?!
And there was Yesungs solo and i'm not really sure when Yesung sang his solo but it was so awesome because everybody sang along even though we didn't know Korean and Yesung was so touched he removed the ear plug things he had and was like "EVERYBODY!!" and then we all sang one chorus for him and he was biting his bottom lip and he looked like he was about to cry awww Yesungie why are you so cute?! arehtawieotrjdfhsfhahetyoe. He was so happy awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
He looked like he was about to cry.
And there was Rinaldo of course, at first i was totally spazzing about Sungmin sitting in front of me again, these screens were brought over to the stage and Sungmin was sitting behind the one that was directly in front of me once again and then he stood up and went to to the side of the screen and adjusted it because he wasn't satisfied with the placement i guess and i was cooing over him because the Guy is such a perfectionist but then the music came on and It was Ryeowook mock playing the piano and oh my god KANGIN. A HOLOGRAPHIC IMAGE OF KANGIN STANDING THERE. NEXT TO RYEOWOOK. STARING AT HIM AND THEN REACHING OUT A HAND TO TOUCH HIM! OH MY GOD KANGIN.
AND THEN IT WAS KYUHYUN AND DONGHAE EACH PLAYING THEIR OWN PHANTOM INSTRUMENTS AND THEN SUNGMIN AND SHINDONG AND THEN KANGIN WAS ON THE BIG SCREEN BEHIND ALL OF THEM PHANTOM PLAYING A VIOLIN AND IT WAS ALL SO BEAUTIFUL THAT CLASSICAL MUSIC AND THE KANGIN AND ALL THE MEMBERS ON THE SCREEN WITH KANGIN AND KANGIN REACHING OUT TO TOUCH THEM AS HE APPEARED ON EACH OF THEIR HOLOGRAPHIC SCREEN STUFF AND THEN THE CONFETTI WAS EXPLODING FROM THE SKY. WHITE WHITE CONFETTI AND I WAS TRYING MY BEST NOT TO CRY BECAUSE FUCKING CONTACT LENSES WON'T LET ME BUT FUCK KANGIN DID A SALUTE ON THE SCREEN AND I'M DRY SOBBING AGAIN BECAUSE KANGING BOGOSHIPEO I MISS YOU KANGIN-OPPA KANGIN WHY YOU GO TO THE ARMY THIS IS SO EFFING PRETTY WITHT HE CLASSICAL MUSIC STIL PLAYING AND ALL THE MEMBERS BEING SOLEMN AND ALL THE WhiTE CONFETTI FLOATING DOWN TO THE STAGE AND GETTING CAUGHT ON SUNGMINS SCREEN AND PEOPLE WERE RAISING KANGIN LANTERNS LIT UP BY THEIR BLUE LIGHTSTICKS AND WE WERE CHANTING "KANGIN! KANGIN! KANGIN!!' AND IT WAS ALL SO BEAUTIFUL. IT JUST HURTS SO MUCH.
and this was the pic that Kisung took. You see Sungmin and the Kangin hologram looking at him.
and then the confetti fell down.
T.T
power performances came after that, i dont really remember much about those aside from screaming screaming and more screaming and SUngmin standing in front of me again draping a shirt over his bod and i was like screaming at him "THROW IT HERE OPPA! OVER HERE!!!" and he was doing a cute dance with the shirt and then he goes and walks away and throws it down too far to my left and i'm like TTTT__TTTTTTTT until the Cooking, cooking vtr and then all the vegetables came spilling out unto the stage
and as per usual i was immediately following Sungmin with my eyes, but then he went to the opposite side of the stage to play with Eunhyuk and there i knew he went into his pumpkin costume, fell down adn rolled over as Eunhyuk kicked him and finally got to stand up triumpahntly bu guys I DID NOT SEE ANY OF THIS.
I blame Eeteuk. Eeteuk was far too distracting.
He was standing directly in front of me again and he was going inside his vegetable suit, and then his head popped out and his cheeks were puffed out and then he went back in and then when his head popped back out again he was smiling and he did this several more times with different expressions and he's just too effing cute. And then it was his turn to sing and he moved over to be so close to us again, unfortunately he couldn't jump down since he couldn't possible get back up while wearing that costume so he just stared over the edge and blinded us all with his dimples.
Cooking Cooking was way too short and suddenly they were removing their outfits and something happened to Shindong.I don;t know what though, all i know was that Sungmin was kneeling over him trying to help him to get up but he was just sitting there and the members around him all looked so worried and i don't know what was happening anymore and Siwon ended up removing his carrot costume far away from the other veggies because he had to run over and carry Shindong backstage and when
they passed us Shindong was clearly in pain, ohhh, poor Shindongie!!! T.T
And then it was the encore already and as they were all lining up Shindong was coming back from the backstage and i was thinking: No Shindong. REST! You're limping for GOd's sake, go back there and sit down, it's just the encore, it wouldn't matter, We love you anyway. But that Shindong. He's just too amazing. He was in pain. I know he was. He was limping. But he still stood there next to all of the members as they gave out their farewells and shit. T_T ILYSFM Shindong.
And then Donghae tried to say something but i didn't understand because we were screaming so loudly since DOnghae was practically sandwiched in between Eunhyuk and Siwon (fucking EUNSHIHAE) and then Siwon attacked him with his mic and Donghae cried in pain or surprise i don't know and Eunhyuk said "You are so gorgeous!" and Yesung stopped him by touching his philtrum and covering his mouth and then Donghae was speaking again and he said.
"How do you fear? (feel)"
-screams-
"Is it good?-
-screams-
"You are good job!"
and then he turns and tries to bite Siwons shoulder but Siwon manages to escape Le Donghae teeth.
And Kyuhyun, Kyuhyun had a pink ball and he was signing it right in front of us and I'm like (KYUMIN because i'm a desperate Kyumin fangirl like that and i screamed whenever they were together, which was not a lot, but they were together in the intro, and cooking cooking, and the KRY + SD song and a few other songs i don't remember)and then he goes away with it and as DOnghae and Eeteuk are talking he's just holding it frustrating me to no end.
And then Eeteuk tells us that their Encore is Wonderboy and they spread out and Heechul starts dancing nobody in the middle of the stage and I'm like, No Heechul, he said wonder boy not wonder girs, and then Yesung and Eunhyuk run though the center stage really quickly and then they make a line and go around and when they're back Ryeowook is putting on a rabbit headband
and Sungmin has a steamed bun bag and he's waving a Sungmin lollipop thing around so cutely
and Eunhyuk is wearing really big shades
and Shindong is wearing a monkey mask and Kyuhyun is carrying something and it's draped around him like a dress and the ball is gone (later i find out that he gave the ball to Sungmin) and then Ryeowook wipes his sweat and throws a towel at us and FUCK. KISUNG WAS FUCKING HOLDING THE TOWEL AND SOMEBODY FROM BEHIND US GRABS IT AND KISUNGS ARMS BENDS BACKWARD AND THEN SHE HAD TO LET GO AND SHIT RYEOWOOK> TOWEL> SO CLOSE> WAE?! AND then DOnghae is on all fours and Hyukkie is about to hit him with a bat and Yesung stops him and Hyukkie tries to hit Yesung with the bat instead but Siwon protects Yesung and then It's EUnhyuk on all fours and Shindong hits him on the butt with the bat.
And then Henry comes out and he's like "WHAT"S UP MANILA!!!!" and we scream at him because YAY! HENRY!!!!
And then Sungmin is playing with Ryeowooks bunny ears with his Sungmin lollipop and showing Heechul the steamed bun bag and then Henry is like
"Wow. You guys are loud!!!' and this of course makes us scream even louder. and then he says "You know, Super Juniors been to a lot of different countries, but i have to say that Philippines is the loudest!!" and we scream even louder. And somewhere when he is saying these things Yesung gives him dried mangos and uses a horn thing to irritate him and Donghae drapes a Henry towel over Henry's shoulder And then Henry becomes Eeteuks interpreter and he says something about the fifth album and them coming back soon and YESSSS DO DO DO!!! And then When Henry just says 'Eeteuk' without the hyung Henry comes and hits him with a bat. And then they bow and Sungmin yells 'I love you!" and i'm like dying because I love you in english is so cute and Donghae does the same and then Donghae, Yesung, Henry and Eunhyuk are standing so close to us again putting a thumbs up in the air and showing it to everyone
but i was distracted by Kyuhyun because he unfolded the thing he had draped around himself like a dress and it turns out to be a starcraft poster and he arranges it on the floor so carefully and then he runs to the left svip seating and throws a shirt there and then he comes back to the poster, looks back at the crowd as if he's about to do something bad, looks at the poster, looks at us again, and then he takes the poster and runs backstage like a ninja, SO CUTE!!!!
AND then DOnghae shouts "I love you" and i shout "I LOVE YOU TOO!" and then just like that they're gone. But then Eeteuk is left behind and then he's the last to make a final bow on the stage because everyone is gone and then he leaves
and the lights go back on and I finally finally get to collapse against the side of the railings because FUCK. WHAT JUST HAPPENED?! THOSE WERE THE BEST THREE HOURS OF MY LIFE. I mean my back hurts and my legs are sore and i can't fucking breathe my eyes hurt because i've been wearing my contacts for too long and I haven't even eaten lunch yet but somehow it was all numb and perfect as i leaned against the railings and I'm like. OH MY GOD IT"S OVER. OH MY GOD.
I LVOE SVIP!!! XDDD (<---yes. DOnghae reference. New second bias=DOnghae the god.)
GOD THIS IS LONG!!! XDD
*ONLY THE HEECHUL PICTURE AND THE SUNGMIN/KANGIN RINALDO PICTURE IS MINE. CREDITS TO THE OWNERS
I'd add more pictures to flesh this out but I didn't bring a camera, and Mimi only used her ipod
IF YOU SEE YOUR PICTURE AND YOU WANT IT CREDITED PLEASE PM ME AND IF YOU WANT IT REMOVED PLEASE PM ME AS WELL. Most pictures have watermarks though, so you can see where they're from.
INCREDIBLY SUNGMIN BIASED WITH SURPRISE NEW SECOND BIAS.
INCOHERENCY.
NOT CHRONOLOGICALLY ARRANGED.
SWEARING.
DYING
FANGASMS
CAPSLOCK AT TO DIE FOR MOMENTS
GRAMMAR MISTAKES
If you dont want to read about how i got my ticket skip immediately to the place after the SUPER SHOW 3 manila picture shows up.
This summarizes 3 hours of flailing awesomeness so expect it to be long.
THE GET-ME-MY-FUCKING-TICKET-OR-I-WILL-DIE QUEST
Kisung and I were so ready to go. We'd saved up enough for VIP, we had the money. We even fucking had extra. But on the day that we were supposed to make calls for the reservations, fuck we started calling minutes before the actual lines were opened but fuck they were already BUSY!!! ALL OF THEM. We were calling for that entire day and it was like that.
Frustratingly, sometimes they picked up, but then they didn't fucking answer, we were like HELLO?! HELLO?! but then on the other side of the line it's just ................................... and then the busy dial tone and then SHIT the day ended like that and i was like FUCK NO this is so not happening to me. I NEED to attend SS3 and i NEED to be super extra close. SHIT.
And Kath-unnie was comforting me telling me that hey, they're still going to release the tickets for SVIP, UPA< UPB and GENAD in december, but no, i did not want to stand for three hours straight and no i did not want upper box A either because fuck, we were in upper box A for the ukiss concert and Upper box B for SS2 and they were still tiny tiny ants walking around in front of us and we had to use binoculars to even fucking see them and this couldn't possibly be happening!!!
The thing is, the day that the tickets were released on the internet, both Kisung and I had class, and we were so diligent that we did NOT miss class for this. And when we got home we made reservations for all sections, but then hell, we received confirmation letter after confirmation letter telling us that NO. YOU CANNOT HAVE THESE TICKETS EVEN IF YOUR GONNA DIE BECAUSE THESE PLACES RE SOLD OUT ALREADY. And i was like sitting in front of the computer, stunned. EVEN JUST UPPER A? I CAN'T GET UPPER A? UPPER A CENTER? WAE?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOOOO> SUJU>>.... WORLD WAYLT?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
I was almost about to cry.
But then finally, FINALLY. a positive letter. Yes. SVIP LEFT. And at that time i didn't effing care if we were standing or not no matter how tiring or traumatic that was going to be i was attending SS3 for real and i was already DYING of happiness like SHITTTT.
AND THEN the day before the concert, we were in Taft, with no driver and wondering how the hell we were supposed to get to NAIA with no driver. US, two minors who'd never done this before because i didn't live in Manila and Kisung has never travelled to NAIA before so we just didn't go and ended up heading to Araneta instead for the SUJU fest and when we got there it was exhilarating with those awesome cosplayers who were so awesome at dancing and we were all screaming at them, practicing the fanchants and those people who didn't even know what the hell was happening were standing around watching the event and the styrofoam chibi's were so cute but Gentleman Mimi kept on falling and Kisung and I used tape to fix him but he still fell a lot. And it was sort of unfair because when the big Kyuhyun tarpoline fell everyone was like OH NO KYU!!! and nobody was paying attention to the Hello Kitty man. ;A;
So we spent 4 hours then going around the booths again and again and again ending up spending a few thousand without even noticing it 0.o and then we left while it was dark and then we got news that SHIT just when we left SUJU arrived to practice and people FUCKING SAW SIWON. PRINCE SIWON. SHIT. WHY DID WE LEAVE?
and why were they there?! They just arrived from Taiwan they should be sleeping or resting or just plain chilling, why aren't they TIRED?!
AND when we got Home and spazzed over the way too short news coverage of what happened when SUJU arrived in Manila and then that's when Kisungs family arrived and we drove to their condo in makati and Shit Makati Shangrila was clearly visible, just two blocks away from their condo and Kisung and I were staring at it and were like WHY IS IT NIGHT?! WHY CAN"T WE GO OVER THERE AND STALK?! SO CLOSE YET SO FAR GAH
THE FUCKING SUPER FANSERVICE SHOW

We were standing in the middle of SVIP when the show hadn't begun yet and i_love_sungmin and I were texting each other looking for each other in the crowd and we finally saw each other but still were so far away because she was somewhere in the middle of VIP and i was standing in the middle of SVIP waving my pink Sungmin banner at her. And it really sucked when we saw people starting to hang their support banenrs on the sides and then these security guards were telling them off and us down in the mosh pits were like WAE?! They were allowed in other countries why not here?! But then we had no choice and the fans were already screaming because of those Sanuk commercials on screen because Sungmin, Heechul and Eeteuk were models but over time the screams for the commercials died down because we were getting tired already and then fuck, the lights on the stage went on the ones for the audience dimmed and SHIT.
Sorry Sorry Remix
Like Oh my god, and then LEE FXXCKIN DONGHAE started flying up from the circle thing in the middle of the Stage and ohmygod that was so wonderful, him flying up there like some sort of God so fitting and asfdjghadsjghadhg the screams were deafening and before i knew it the pushing began and all the people in my area were running to get closer to the fxxkin God Lee Donghae and i just stood there like *.*
Is this for real?!


And then i'm not sure who came first, i think It was Eunhyuk and he came up from the stage on the right side of me and i was staring at him still in my dazed mode and then FXXKIN PERFECTION LEE SUNGMIN CAME UP ON THE MIDDLE STAGE AND OH MY GOD HE'S SO FREAKING PERFECT SO PERFECT HIS NOSE AND HIS LIPS AND HIS FREAKING HOT BOD AND i ran to get closer to him like SUNGMIN SUNGMIN SUNGMIN waving my SUNGMIN lightstick and he wasn't even looking at us, he was looking straight forward and oh my god he is so FIERCE! and then the music started up and the whole stadium sort of exploded with the screams and i couldn't take my eyes off of Sungmin, screaming my head off like all of them and OHMYGOD SORRY SORRY REMIX VERSION IS SO HOT!!!!! THE TURNING STAGE THE TURNING STAGE!!! /dead
ANd then him and Shindong broke off from the group and walked along the stage that was lining left SVIP and i was like FUCK YES COME CLOSER GOD. AND then oh my god so fierce. HE WAS SO FIERCE!!!! HE WASN'T SMILING! SORT OF LIKE AN EXPRESSIONLESS FACE BUT IT KIND OF LOOKED LIKE HE WAS POUTING I DON'T KNOW HE WASN'T EVEN FACING ME AND I WAS SO FREAKING DYING ALREADY. and the dance was so freaking hot and i don't remember much starting from here it became a mesh of screaming and SUNGMIN SUNGMIN SUNGMIN and hotness and trying to stick with Kisung even when the crowd was getting wild all around us.
At first i thought that the mics sucked but then it turned out the entire stadium was just so noisy we couldn't hear them properly and the fanchants were freaking awesome adn then Super Girl happened and then Sungmin was standing on the platform again dancing and when he wasn't dancing he was facing SVIP left fixing his mic and he was so freaking gorgeous I was waving my lightstick like look!!! look!!! I"m a Vitamin XDDDDDD. Or was that during Don't Don?! I don't know anymore and i don't care but still DOn't DOn was awesome because Henry was with his Badass violin and Jungmo was jay were awesome and Heechul was rocking out on his drums and shit the round thing in the middle of the stage was lit up with graphic fire and there was fireworks and confetti and then Eunhyuk was facing us and he was strapped to the side and the he fucking flew with sparks coming from his hands and SHIT. Eunhyuk is so hot in person, his face is so edgy and so UNF.

But this is a picture of DOnghae because he is awesome and I'm biased like that.
And then came the Eeteuk/Sungmin VCR with them blowing the blue balloon for the little girl and the background music was the same one they used for the beginning of the Hello MV and it was so cute and then No Other was playing and the entire stadium was singing along with them XDDD
I was looking for my Sungmin everywhere but he was just gone and I focused on the people on the rotating stage instead and then suddenly, baloons erupted from the top of the circle stage thing and Eeteuk and Sungmin flew out with their baskets of counfetti and blue balloons and OH MY GOD ANGELS!!!! and all the LED screens were showing blue ballons floating and clouds and it was so perfect and Sungmin was flying over our area throwing confetti and it was so perfect and I was half afraid he was going to fall, but then everything turned out alright, and he emptied the basket of confetti over us and then he was being lowered down and he still seemed so close to SVIP i thought they were going to bring him down on the audience but no they didn't (that would have been so perfect) and he pretended to be swimming as he was being lowered down and GOD that was so cute!!!!
And then Confession started and i scrambled to find my SJ-M Min banner thing in my makeshift bag (did i mention that? it was made out of an aviator beanie and we connected the chains from our dogtags and tied them at the ends of the aviators and voila new bag!) and raised it and then Good Person happened and i think this was the time that Kyuhyun was standing right in front of me holding a rose and looking so awkwardly cute and like he didn't know what to do with the rose and he kept looking down and looking around and then he smiles, SO CUTE! CHO KYUHYUN WHY ARE YOU SO FUCKING ADORABLE IRL?! HOW CAN YOU NOT LOOK EVIL?! WHY SO INNOCENT?
and then he decides that he doesn't want to throw the rose so he just sort of lets it drop from his hand and the fangirls fight over it and he leaves and I'm like NOOOO KYU DON"T GO!!!!
I'm not sure when Sungmin happened, but it was around this time (good person? rokukko? ideka) that he sat just where Kyuhyun was standing and somebody handed him one of those giant toblerones and was smiling and i was pushing to get to him and HANDS THERE WERE SO MANY HANDS REACHING FOR HIM AND HE WAS BREAKING OFF THE TOBLERONE INTO LITTLE PIECES AND GIVING THEM OUT TO THE SEA OF HANDS AND I HAVE NEVER WANTED CHOCOLATE THIS BADLY BEFORE LIKE SHIT CHOCOLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIKE THAT GUY FROM SPONGEBOB, BUT NO I DID NOT GET ANY CHOCOLATES. and he kept half and went away and nooooooo, come back Minmin!!!
AND I THINK IT WAS ALSO DURING THIS TIME THAT DONGHAE AND EUNHYUK KEPT RUNNING BACK AND FORTH IN FRONT OF US BUT THEY WERE CHANGING PLACES SO THEY REALLY WEREN'T TOGETHER BUT WHEN THEY CROSSED EACH OTHER THEY'D DO A HIGH FIVE AND THERE WAS THIS ONE TIME WHEN DONGHAE PRETENDED TO STAB EUNHYUK AND EUNHYUKKIE FELL TO HIS KNEES IN THE MIDDLE OF THE STAGE AND DONGHAE JUST RAN AWAY.
I'm not even sure when the introductions happened, but Heechul came out first and he was like
"Saranghaeyo Kim heechul!"
and the stadium echoed him and yelled back "uyutbikal kim heechul!!"
and he was so happy with that and then Siwon came out next and i don't remember what he said, but then Kyuhyun came out and he was doing the egyptian dance and Siwon slipped his red sheet into Kyuhyuns shirt so it looked like he was wearing a bib and Kyuhyun stopped dancing for Siwon to tuck that in but once it was in there he started doing the egyptian dance again like nothing had happened.
Aish Kyuhyun why so cute?
He spoke in ENGLISH!
He said: "hello everyone! My name is Kyuhyun!"
and he sounded like a cute little boy with his accented english. >.< His voice isn't deep when he speaks in english, it's like, really really clear. XD
And then Yesung came next and he said Hi!! and we echoed him and he said hello and we shouted that back at him too and then he said something really quickly and we just all screamed at him because we didn't understand what the heck it was that he said and then he yelled that it was okay and then we thought he was going to say something else because he opened his mouth with the mic directed at it but then he stopped and turned around and i just had to laugh because GOD why is Yesung so adorable?!
and then Ryeowook came out and did some dorky butt dance which had all of us screaming and then Sungmin came out and he spoke in english too and he thanked us for coming and his english is so so so cute! >.<
And then Eunhyuk came out and guys he seriously looked like a monkey with the expression he was making with the cone on his chicken. Monkey!hyuk gah.
And Siwon went to greet him, and then Donghae came out and the guy seriously looked so hot with that british hat guard thing on his head
and i don't remember what he did (i'll post a fancam of introductions on youtube sometime) but Siwon attacked him, or was back hugging him. and then Shindong came out and he was so adorable and then eeteuk came out and he was laughing his not normal laugh, meaning he was laughing really deeply like Ha ha ha ha ha, and then he brought out a bottle of water and yelled.
"Do you want water?" and then he threw it at the other side of the mosh pit and then he laughed on that not-eeteuk laugh and then he took out another bottle of water and threw it at our side and then he laughed some more like something was seriously wrong with him and then they all lined up and did their signature greeting.
:Annyeonghaseyo, SUper Junior inmida. Uri-neun supeojuni-oeyo!!" and we screamed so loudly and yelled back.
"Uri-neun Erpeu-oeyo!"
and then they did a song that i don't remember all i know was that Siwon was chasing Donghae all over the stage and whenever he caught up with Donghae they backhugged and Donghae looked so happy.
Rokugo happened and the circle stage thing in the middle was gone and Eunhyuk and Eeteuk lied down and started excercising by lifting one leg as they lied on their sides,
i don't even know anymore, and then everybody but Heechul was doing it, Heechul was just staring at everybody so weirdly like HELL NO NOT DOING THAT and then suddenly when it was his turn to sing he dropped down to the ground and started doing in too with a really big smile on his face and HEECHUL YOU FLEXIBLE BEAST WAYLT?!


And we were all singing along with Rokugo, we sang along with them for the entire concert how is it that i still have a throat?!
and then there was another VTR and it was KRY i think, i'm not even sure anymore, something about children and missing people i'm not even sure if that happened in this time or not but it happened at some point and they were all so adorable.
AND THEN ONE FINE SPRING DAY HAPPENED.
Ryeowook was singing his heart out on the spinning stage and Sungmin was playing his guitar and Sungmins 'focused' face was just so cute, like he was pouting but he was serious and SHIT. ILYSFM!!!!and then Ryeowook hit the high notes and WOOKIE OSMNESS gah.

and then Hyuk was on the stage in front of SVIP left and he was dancing alone and i was wondering what song this was going to be and then when i listened to it hard i realized it was I WANNA LOVE YOU and WTF where is DONGHAE?
and then Hyuk was romancing the girl but i didn't even care anymore because the GOD LEE DONGHAE WAS SUDDENLY STANDING RIGHT IN FRONT OF WHERE I WAS AND HE IS SO EFFING GORGEOUS IRL GUYS WHY IS HE SO HANDSOME THAT JAWLINE IT EFFING KILLS AND THAT HAIR AND THOSE THIN LEGS IN THOSE TIGHT BLACK SLACKS AND THOSE SHOES AND THOSE ARMS AND THAT FUCKING ADAMS APPLE AND THOSE CLAVICLES AND WHY THE HELL ARE YOU HIDING BEHIND THOSE BACKUP DANCERS HAE I WANT TO EFFING SEE YOUR GORGEOUS!!!!!! AND THEN LEE FXXKIN DONGHAE CAME OUT AND I WAS DYING BECAUSE SERIOUSLY HE DOESN'T LOOK LIKE THIS IN PICTURES!!! HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE. HOW IS HE SO HANDSOME WTF IS THIS PHOTOSHOPPED HUMAN WALKING AROUND HOW IS HE REAL?!!!! He's got this v-shaped figure and long thin legs and SHIT I KNEW SUNGMIN WAS GORGEOUS SO I WASN'T SPAZZING ABOUT HIM THAT MUCH BECAUSE I HAD ALREADY PREPARED MYSELF TO DIE FOR HIS GORGEOUS AND HIS GORGEOUS STILL FXXKIN AMAZES ME....BUT YOU, CAMERAS SIMPLY DON'T GET YOUR PERFECTION. YOU AREN'T PHOTOGENIC HAE. YOU ARE SO NOT PHOTOGENIC. YOU ARE SO MUCH MUCH MUCH MORE PERFECT IRL THAN YOU ARE IN PICTURES. SHIT MAN. HOW?!!?
And then fcckin Lee DONGHAE started dancing with the girl and my throat was freaking raw from screaming over his perfection and his fucking leg movement because how can e effing move like that? Asdfsjdgs;deghs;hjasdghaw;oiksdgahw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and then he moved away to the center stage and i tried to follow and then fuck, the turning stage again and then FXXKIN LEE DONGHAE RIPPED HIS SHIRT OPEN AND THERE WERE HIP THRUSTS AND HAIR FLIPPING AND NECK EXPOSURE AND BODY WAVES AND TOUCHES AND OMYGOD I AM DEAD I AM DEAD LEE DONGHAE WHY ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME?! (i'm sorry Hyukjae-oppa, i kind of forgot about you when Donghae was there)
and then it was over and he was gone and noooooooooooooooooooooooo, and then Kyuhhyun came out and he was singing and i was still dying and Kyuhyun, you are so adorable, you look so innocent and pure but you, i know you're the evil maknae how can looks be so deceiving and your awkwardness it so cute and your highnotes, ugh your high notes are killing me and then just like that you were gone and nooooo why are songs only 3 minutes long i want to hear more of Kyuhyuns huskiness!!!!

But then i forgot about Kyuhyun too and I'm sorry but this happened and OH MY GOD LEE SUNGMIN THIS IS YOUR SOLO AND YOU ARE BARELY 10 FEET AWAY NO NOT EVEN TEN FEET AWAY YOU ARE SO CLOSE WHY ARE YOU DOING THOSE KINDS OF THINGS WITH THOSE GIRLS IM FUCKING HERE SEE ME?! *FUCKING THRUSTS SUNGMIN TOWEL IN THE AIR* IM OVER HERE GDI NOOOOO AND THEN MORE BODYWAVES AND HIP THRUSTS AND ANGLE KISSES YOU FACE IS SO CLOSE TO HER NOOOOO WHY CAN'T I BE THAT BACKUP DANCER SHIT SHIT SHIT. WAAAAAAAANT!!!!

AND THEN JUST AS I THOUGHT HE WASN'T GOING TO OPEN HIS SHIRT AT ALL THROUGHOUT HIS PERFORMANCE THE GIRL BEHIND HIM RIPS OPEN HIS SHIRT AND THEN FUCK YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS THANK YOU RANDOM FACELESS BACKUP DANCER THANK YOUUUUUUUUU!!!!
THEN IT WAS A BLURR FROM THEN ON BECAUSE OF FUCKING CLAVICLES AND CHEST AND WHITE SKIN AND SUNGMIN DO YOU FUCKING HAVE BONES IN THAT BODY HOW DO YOU DO THAT BODY WAVE?! UNF UNF HOW?! I DIED I SRSLY DID. I DIDN'T COME, I DIED BECAUSE HOW CAN YOU COME WHEN YOU'RE ALREADY DEAD GODS EFFING GODS THE SOLO ENDED AND HE WAS WALKING AWAY AND I WAS PREPARING MYSELF FOR IMMEDIATE COLLAPSE BUT THEN WHEN HE GOT TO THE THING THAT SINKS DOWN INTO THE STAGE HE FUCKING TURNED AROUND AND LOOKED BACK AT US AND THAT PERFECT SIDE PROFILE WITH THAT PERFECT NOSE AND POUTY LIPS AND BED EYES OH GOD!!!

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And then he's gone just like that and i kind of feel like sobbing and i'm incoherent idek idek. WHAT IS AIR?!
Can't fucking breathe.
And then Siwon comes up but I'm still incoherent I'm sorry but i love Siwons outfit that gray thing HE threw over your wifebeater all i knew was that the song was about sacrifice and i wanted to laugh so bad but at least it wasn't as bad as last years when HE had church glass windows on the screen behind HIM and i think HE kneeled again but i'm really not sure anymore but i remember HIM standing on that circle platform and HE was raised high and your perfect too but he wwas so far away i couldn't really see him and his back was on us too so Im sorry.

AND THEN EUNHYUKS SOLO WHICH WAS TOTALLY UNEXPECTED BECAUSE GOD WE THOUGHT IT WAS ONLY GOING TO HAPPEN IN JAPAN LIKE IT WOULD BE A SPECIAL JAPAN THING BUT NOOO HE DID IT HERE AND HE WAS WEARING THAT AWESOME AWESOME OUTFIT WHICH EXPOSED HIS JUTTING WHITE SHOULDERS AND SHIT HIS DANCE HIS BOD AND SHIT THAT WAS SO FUCKING OSM MY MIND IT DIED WHERE IS IT? HOW DOES HE MOVE HIS BODY LIKE THAT IS HE EVEN FREAKING HUMAN? AND THEN HE RAN AWAY AND THEN WHEN HE ROSE BACK UP SHIT HE STARTED SINGING AND SHIT HIS VOICE IS AWESOME WHY DON'T THEY LET HIM FREAKING SING LIKE LEE HYUKJAE IS SO FREAKING AMAZING 0.0 asfjadgshlipoewyqfasdkg;hyai;sjdghj sagj;law asgharhguo??? dglakugtl?!!! hflughwaighasngheiu!!!

ANd then Henry, fucking Henry he is so adorable, and he was so awesome as he was playing the piano because he was so fucking into it and how does he even sing while playing the piano? I just admire him so much and i was by the railings at this time so yesssss i see your face Henry you are so wonderful. And then he bit his lip and looked up and grabbed the mic and stood up and God that was so hot Henry and i don't even care about your Sasuke hair or why you have Sasuke hair it doesn't even freaking matter. (sasuke hair definition: the hair at the back of his head was raised fsr) and we were all chanting at the top of our voices HENRY HENRY HENRY HENRY HENRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And then those two backup dancers in red came and gave him his jacket and he started singing and we sang along with him and everything was just so loud and awesome but who fucking cared SCREAM the song at the top of your lungs and when Henry isn't singing fucking chant his name because we love him and he must know that. (later we learned that he cried backstage because of the fanchants, the sore throat is so worth it)
And then after this i think was Tok tok tok with that hilarious VTR with Shindong as the fattinator adn Siwon as the guy who saves them all and I'm like WTF THIS IS FREAKING FANFICTION BEING SHOWN IN A CONCERT WHAT IS THIS OSMNESS?! And it started with Eunhae fighting and there were these names for them i don't remember anymore but Donghae was the leader of the wimps or something like that and then it was Heechul i think and he was the leader of idols? And then Sungmin and Eeteuk as the leader of leaders and Min as the leader of chick martial arts and them going to fight Shindong together and then all their weapons were turned into food and Shindong ate all of them and then Siwon used a radio to turn them into SJT and they said that was SJT's origin and it was FREAKING CRACK FICTION DURING A SUPER SHOW HOW IS THIS NOT OSM?!
And then SJT CAME OUT!!! AND THEN SHIT THERE WAS EUNHAE RIGHT AWAY!! They were doing the thing that Kangteuk used to always do, when they allign their palms and stare into each others eyes
and Heemin were sitting on the floor together and then they all started bullying Hae by pulling his bowtie and i think they did that to Min too, and to Donghae again (;A; why my biases) and then Heechul pretended to do it to Eeteuk but he ended up not going through with it and i was like awwww 83 line!!!
and then there was this part where Eunhyuk kissed Donghae's hand and fuck yes more EUNHAE!! XD and i don't remember much else from this performance and from here on it's a blur of trying to get even closer to the stage so i'll just enumerate all the other important exhilarating things that happened as i remember them.
Trax went onstage again, i think this was before all of this even happened but i don't really remember when but they did go back onstage and perform oh my Goddess and Jay was so freaking fierce and Jungmo on the guitar is just UNF.
At some point they performed Bonamana and fxxkin 83 line again how are you so perfect?!
And then when they did that KRy + Donghae and Sungmin i died because Donghae was the one standing on our side of the stage and by that time i was already clinging unto the railings on the side as if it was my lifeline and I was just oggling him because he is just way too perfect SHITTTTT. and he only had very few lines in that KRY song so he just sort of stood there looking blankly ahead and then he'd bow his head and smile a bit and GOD why so cute?! and that angle of him is just a killer because his clavicles and his Jawline is just so visible fuck why is his jawline rarely caught in camera?! THIS guy is not photogenic, i say again, this guy is too perfect IRL. TOO PERFECT> OH TAI WAN MEI!!!!
SHIT>
AND then there was FUCKING LADY HEE AND FUCKING LADY HEE HEE IS FUCKING PRETTY IDEK HOW THAT IS EVEN POSSIBLE. HIS STRUT ON HEELS IS SO PROFESSIONAL JUST HOW??!?! I CAN'T EVEN WALK LIKE THAT ON HEELS AND I'M A GIRL WHO OWNS TONS OF THEM BUT HE, HE JUST SORT OF GLIDES AND HE BRAIDED HIS HAIR THIS TIME AND IT'S JUST TOO PRETTY THAT I FORGOT ALL ABOUT THE THROW-PETALS-AT-HEECHUL FAN PROJECT AND JUST STARED AT HIM BECAUSE HOW IS HE A MAN?! SERIOUSLY. HOW?!?!!
AND THEN BEYONHAE, BEYONHYUK AND SHIYONCE CAME UP AND FUUUUUUCK DONGHAE HOW COULD YOU BE SO MANLY ONE MOMENT AND SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL THE NEXT. SERIOUSLY, IF HE DIDN'T HAVE THE GUNS THAT HE HAD I WOULD HAVE THOUGHT HE WAS A REAL GIRL I MEAN, I WAS LAUGHING MY HEAD OFF AT SHINDONG AND EUNHYUK BECAUSE ITS KIND OF AWKWARD WITH BOTH OF THEM BUT FUCK DONGHAE IF YOU SWITCHED BODIES WITH EUNHYUK YOU'D BE THE PERFECT GIRL WITH YOUR CURLS AND THOSE BANGS AND FUCK
THEY BEGAN DANCING AND SHINDONG PULLED HYUKHAE CLOSE TO HIM AND HAE SOMEHOW PULLED SHINDONGS LEOTARD DOWN AND EXPOSED SHINDONGS NIPPLE AND THEN HE RAN AWAY AND I WAS LIKE SO PLAYFUL DONGHAE HOW ARE YOU ALIVE?! AND SHINDONG RAN AFTER HIM AND THEN THEY STARTED DANCING AGAIN AND I WAS SO LAUGHING AT THE 'PUT YOUR HANDS UP' PART BECAUSE HYUK WAS IN FRONT BECAUSE DON'T GET ME WRONG HYUK IS HANDSOME AND CUTE AND I LOVE HIM BUT HE IS NOT A PRETTY GIRL. AND THEN SHindong was dancing in front and it was hilarious and then Donghae was the one in the middle and he covered his face as he rotated his hips and WHY COVER THE FACE HAE?! WAE?! and then after killing us with his hips Donghae and his legion danced off to meet with Lady Gaga and then the backup dancers came and Heechul was harassing them again and then somehow at some point Eunhyuk got to his knees and Shindong was slapping his butt and Donghae had his arms around Heechul and he had pulled Heechuls skirt up and Heechul was fighting to pull it down again but the screens were already flashing all of us with Hee's nonexistent bulge
and then somehow everything was in order again and HEechul was back to harassing his dancer and it was a sex orgy oh god and then they all disappeared i don't even know where they went because the next thing i know......
THE GOD LEE SUNGMIN IS STANDING IN FRONT OF ME AGAIN and how did he even get there without me noticing?!
And when i noticed him he was looking down at the crowd where i was, at the railings and i noticed that i was still holding up my towel that i wrote on (Pupmpkin-oppa. I love you forever) and he was fucking reading it and i was like dying inside and then he looked up from reading it and then FUCK EYE CONTACT WITH THAT WONDERFUL MAN. EYE CONTACT WITH THOSE BEAUTIFUL EYES NEVER DID I DREAM OF THIS EVER FUCKING HAPPENING TO ME IN MY ENTIRE LIFE and if that wasn't enough LEE FUCKING SUNGMIN SMILED AT ME FOR THE LONGEST TIME AND HIS SMILE, OH GOD HIS SMILE, IT'S SO FUCKING PRECIOUS AND GORGEOUS AND HIS TEETH ARE WHITE AND I CAN SEE HIS GUMS AND HIS EYES ARE ALL TYPES OF SPARKLY AND OH GOD IS IT REALLY ME YOU'RE LOOKING AT?!
SOMEBODY FUCKING HOLD ME
SHIT.
SUNGMIN.
SHIT.
YOUR SMILE.
I'M DEAD.
DEAD.
DEAD.
DEAD.
SMILE.
SHIT.
And Kisung was fucking screaming in my ear like OH MY GOD HE'S LOOKING AT US. OH MY GOD IS HE REALLY LOOKING HERE. OH MY GOD HE'S LOOKING AT YOU!!! OH MY GOD HE'S SMILING!!! OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!!!!
AND IN MY HEAD I'M LIKE
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
silent incoherent spazzing struck dumb by Sungmins gorgeous and then Sungmin leaves but then i don't notice because I'm just so fucking dazed my his smile. EPIC FUCKING K.O.
I was like collapsing against the railing thinking SMILE> SMILE SMILE> I CAN FUCKING DIE HAPPILY RIGHT NOW. ANd just, hugging the heaven-sent towel almost freaking sobbing because OHMYGOD SJBAK;HGIHJMDBFSHIJA;DBGJSAFDAHFRONGNGANDS?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And i was almost really sobbing except there weren't any tears because I just couldn't cry with my contacts on.
The events are getting even more jumbled as i type this. SHIT.
I DON'T KNOW WHEN THE SHIHAE HAPPENED EITHER BUT IT WAS JUST ON THE SCREEN AND SIWON WAS FUCKING STRADDLING DONGHAE WHILE HEECHUL WAS B-BOYING AND EUNHYUK WAS MOONWALKING.
The boys were so hellbent on killing us all. Like. Eeteuk was suddenly there. And EETEUK WAS SUDDENLY JUMPING OVER THOSE LIGHT THINGIES UNTIL HE WAS ONLY ABOUT TWO FEET AWAY AND WAS JUST SO FUCKING CLOSE OH MY GOD EETEUK YOU PERFECT PERFECT MAN WITH YOUR DIMPLES.
I'm not sure if this happened then or if it happened after Heechul came but all i know is that Eeteuk reached over to us and we all reached back and oh my god ANGEL TEUKS HAND I TOUCHED IT AND IT'S SO FUCKING SMOOTH, HOW?!?! (wait i think this happened after Heechul, but who cares anymore?! Eeteuks hand!!! XDDD)
And then there was fucking Kim Heechul who also jumped over the railings and shocked us all with his milky skin white because he really is so effing pale, so effing Milky skin and petal pink lips he's like SNow WHite but no that's Kibum and he leans over farther than Eeteuk did and then he's staring intensely into Kisungs ipod camera lense like about a foot away and shit the picture came out badly because of all the light behind him but you can still kind of see his face because he's fucking Kim Heechul and his skin is milky white like that.
Incoherency ensues after this;. All i know from this moment is that Siwon sat in front of us and he was nodding at people and smiling and he's also so freaking perfect and I just noticed that all the members are so THIN! It's true that the camera adds 10 pounds on you, because Siwon was not as bulky as i expected him to be, but heck during the concert he removed his shirt (no concert is complete without appropriate Shisus chest exposure) and the abs looked like they were drawn there by markers or something. SO deep. So hard. So fucking effing real on that thin frame. Shit. Shit. Shit.
And Siwon has a funny way of acknowledging people. He just sort of sees you and then his eyes widen and then we all spazz because it's the fucking shibrows in action, who wouldn't be happy?!
And there was Yesungs solo and i'm not really sure when Yesung sang his solo but it was so awesome because everybody sang along even though we didn't know Korean and Yesung was so touched he removed the ear plug things he had and was like "EVERYBODY!!" and then we all sang one chorus for him and he was biting his bottom lip and he looked like he was about to cry awww Yesungie why are you so cute?! arehtawieotrjdfhsfhahetyoe. He was so happy awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
He looked like he was about to cry.
And there was Rinaldo of course, at first i was totally spazzing about Sungmin sitting in front of me again, these screens were brought over to the stage and Sungmin was sitting behind the one that was directly in front of me once again and then he stood up and went to to the side of the screen and adjusted it because he wasn't satisfied with the placement i guess and i was cooing over him because the Guy is such a perfectionist but then the music came on and It was Ryeowook mock playing the piano and oh my god KANGIN. A HOLOGRAPHIC IMAGE OF KANGIN STANDING THERE. NEXT TO RYEOWOOK. STARING AT HIM AND THEN REACHING OUT A HAND TO TOUCH HIM! OH MY GOD KANGIN.
AND THEN IT WAS KYUHYUN AND DONGHAE EACH PLAYING THEIR OWN PHANTOM INSTRUMENTS AND THEN SUNGMIN AND SHINDONG AND THEN KANGIN WAS ON THE BIG SCREEN BEHIND ALL OF THEM PHANTOM PLAYING A VIOLIN AND IT WAS ALL SO BEAUTIFUL THAT CLASSICAL MUSIC AND THE KANGIN AND ALL THE MEMBERS ON THE SCREEN WITH KANGIN AND KANGIN REACHING OUT TO TOUCH THEM AS HE APPEARED ON EACH OF THEIR HOLOGRAPHIC SCREEN STUFF AND THEN THE CONFETTI WAS EXPLODING FROM THE SKY. WHITE WHITE CONFETTI AND I WAS TRYING MY BEST NOT TO CRY BECAUSE FUCKING CONTACT LENSES WON'T LET ME BUT FUCK KANGIN DID A SALUTE ON THE SCREEN AND I'M DRY SOBBING AGAIN BECAUSE KANGING BOGOSHIPEO I MISS YOU KANGIN-OPPA KANGIN WHY YOU GO TO THE ARMY THIS IS SO EFFING PRETTY WITHT HE CLASSICAL MUSIC STIL PLAYING AND ALL THE MEMBERS BEING SOLEMN AND ALL THE WhiTE CONFETTI FLOATING DOWN TO THE STAGE AND GETTING CAUGHT ON SUNGMINS SCREEN AND PEOPLE WERE RAISING KANGIN LANTERNS LIT UP BY THEIR BLUE LIGHTSTICKS AND WE WERE CHANTING "KANGIN! KANGIN! KANGIN!!' AND IT WAS ALL SO BEAUTIFUL. IT JUST HURTS SO MUCH.
and this was the pic that Kisung took. You see Sungmin and the Kangin hologram looking at him.
and then the confetti fell down.
T.T
power performances came after that, i dont really remember much about those aside from screaming screaming and more screaming and SUngmin standing in front of me again draping a shirt over his bod and i was like screaming at him "THROW IT HERE OPPA! OVER HERE!!!" and he was doing a cute dance with the shirt and then he goes and walks away and throws it down too far to my left and i'm like TTTT__TTTTTTTT until the Cooking, cooking vtr and then all the vegetables came spilling out unto the stage
and as per usual i was immediately following Sungmin with my eyes, but then he went to the opposite side of the stage to play with Eunhyuk and there i knew he went into his pumpkin costume, fell down adn rolled over as Eunhyuk kicked him and finally got to stand up triumpahntly bu guys I DID NOT SEE ANY OF THIS.
I blame Eeteuk. Eeteuk was far too distracting.
He was standing directly in front of me again and he was going inside his vegetable suit, and then his head popped out and his cheeks were puffed out and then he went back in and then when his head popped back out again he was smiling and he did this several more times with different expressions and he's just too effing cute. And then it was his turn to sing and he moved over to be so close to us again, unfortunately he couldn't jump down since he couldn't possible get back up while wearing that costume so he just stared over the edge and blinded us all with his dimples.
Cooking Cooking was way too short and suddenly they were removing their outfits and something happened to Shindong.I don;t know what though, all i know was that Sungmin was kneeling over him trying to help him to get up but he was just sitting there and the members around him all looked so worried and i don't know what was happening anymore and Siwon ended up removing his carrot costume far away from the other veggies because he had to run over and carry Shindong backstage and when
they passed us Shindong was clearly in pain, ohhh, poor Shindongie!!! T.T
And then it was the encore already and as they were all lining up Shindong was coming back from the backstage and i was thinking: No Shindong. REST! You're limping for GOd's sake, go back there and sit down, it's just the encore, it wouldn't matter, We love you anyway. But that Shindong. He's just too amazing. He was in pain. I know he was. He was limping. But he still stood there next to all of the members as they gave out their farewells and shit. T_T ILYSFM Shindong.
And then Donghae tried to say something but i didn't understand because we were screaming so loudly since DOnghae was practically sandwiched in between Eunhyuk and Siwon (fucking EUNSHIHAE) and then Siwon attacked him with his mic and Donghae cried in pain or surprise i don't know and Eunhyuk said "You are so gorgeous!" and Yesung stopped him by touching his philtrum and covering his mouth and then Donghae was speaking again and he said.
"How do you fear? (feel)"
-screams-
"Is it good?-
-screams-
"You are good job!"
and then he turns and tries to bite Siwons shoulder but Siwon manages to escape Le Donghae teeth.
And Kyuhyun, Kyuhyun had a pink ball and he was signing it right in front of us and I'm like (KYUMIN because i'm a desperate Kyumin fangirl like that and i screamed whenever they were together, which was not a lot, but they were together in the intro, and cooking cooking, and the KRY + SD song and a few other songs i don't remember)and then he goes away with it and as DOnghae and Eeteuk are talking he's just holding it frustrating me to no end.
And then Eeteuk tells us that their Encore is Wonderboy and they spread out and Heechul starts dancing nobody in the middle of the stage and I'm like, No Heechul, he said wonder boy not wonder girs, and then Yesung and Eunhyuk run though the center stage really quickly and then they make a line and go around and when they're back Ryeowook is putting on a rabbit headband
and Sungmin has a steamed bun bag and he's waving a Sungmin lollipop thing around so cutely
and Eunhyuk is wearing really big shades
and Shindong is wearing a monkey mask and Kyuhyun is carrying something and it's draped around him like a dress and the ball is gone (later i find out that he gave the ball to Sungmin) and then Ryeowook wipes his sweat and throws a towel at us and FUCK. KISUNG WAS FUCKING HOLDING THE TOWEL AND SOMEBODY FROM BEHIND US GRABS IT AND KISUNGS ARMS BENDS BACKWARD AND THEN SHE HAD TO LET GO AND SHIT RYEOWOOK> TOWEL> SO CLOSE> WAE?! AND then DOnghae is on all fours and Hyukkie is about to hit him with a bat and Yesung stops him and Hyukkie tries to hit Yesung with the bat instead but Siwon protects Yesung and then It's EUnhyuk on all fours and Shindong hits him on the butt with the bat.
And then Henry comes out and he's like "WHAT"S UP MANILA!!!!" and we scream at him because YAY! HENRY!!!!
And then Sungmin is playing with Ryeowooks bunny ears with his Sungmin lollipop and showing Heechul the steamed bun bag and then Henry is like
"Wow. You guys are loud!!!' and this of course makes us scream even louder. and then he says "You know, Super Juniors been to a lot of different countries, but i have to say that Philippines is the loudest!!" and we scream even louder. And somewhere when he is saying these things Yesung gives him dried mangos and uses a horn thing to irritate him and Donghae drapes a Henry towel over Henry's shoulder And then Henry becomes Eeteuks interpreter and he says something about the fifth album and them coming back soon and YESSSS DO DO DO!!! And then When Henry just says 'Eeteuk' without the hyung Henry comes and hits him with a bat. And then they bow and Sungmin yells 'I love you!" and i'm like dying because I love you in english is so cute and Donghae does the same and then Donghae, Yesung, Henry and Eunhyuk are standing so close to us again putting a thumbs up in the air and showing it to everyone
but i was distracted by Kyuhyun because he unfolded the thing he had draped around himself like a dress and it turns out to be a starcraft poster and he arranges it on the floor so carefully and then he runs to the left svip seating and throws a shirt there and then he comes back to the poster, looks back at the crowd as if he's about to do something bad, looks at the poster, looks at us again, and then he takes the poster and runs backstage like a ninja, SO CUTE!!!!
AND then DOnghae shouts "I love you" and i shout "I LOVE YOU TOO!" and then just like that they're gone. But then Eeteuk is left behind and then he's the last to make a final bow on the stage because everyone is gone and then he leaves
and the lights go back on and I finally finally get to collapse against the side of the railings because FUCK. WHAT JUST HAPPENED?! THOSE WERE THE BEST THREE HOURS OF MY LIFE. I mean my back hurts and my legs are sore and i can't fucking breathe my eyes hurt because i've been wearing my contacts for too long and I haven't even eaten lunch yet but somehow it was all numb and perfect as i leaned against the railings and I'm like. OH MY GOD IT"S OVER. OH MY GOD.
I LVOE SVIP!!! XDDD (<---yes. DOnghae reference. New second bias=DOnghae the god.)
GOD THIS IS LONG!!! XDD
*ONLY THE HEECHUL PICTURE AND THE SUNGMIN/KANGIN RINALDO PICTURE IS MINE. CREDITS TO THE OWNERS
I'd add more pictures to flesh this out but I didn't bring a camera, and Mimi only used her ipod
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