Baka Kaba Baka Kaba
Sounds funny right.
I though it would be a good way to start this entry off and let everyone catch up on something they care less about, lol..me.
Lately things have been kinda in the gray area with the life thing and i have seriously considered going back to the military instead of school mainly becasue I really miss it. I'm sitting around waiting for school to start and watching countless numbers of friedns return to the service and go to their new base and I just really want to get that feeling of showing up somewhere new back.
I mean no one knows your name or what stupid things you've done in the past, they dont really care about you and dont think twice about asking about your day. Everyone just goes about their busyness like you dont exsist. I know it sounds horrible but to have the "clean slate" feeling is somethingthat i miss soo much though it did come with its problems like longing for home or to hol that certain someone once more whic is somethingi thought about a great deal in the imte i was gone. I guess thats a good reason why I came back early. Looking back on the places I have been through out life (some of which suck like nothing every felt) I'm some how uplifted in knowing that I have come far from all the pain and things of that nature. You cant really look back on things if yuo didnt struggle to get where you are now and me and struggle know each ther very well.
All in all I think this is the year where thng turn around for e and stay on a up beat for a long period of time no matter what i decide to do. This my year to prove my worht to frends and family that have lost all faith in me, all trust, all hope. LAdies and gentlemen...I'm going to make the unthinkable possible this year and for many more to come.
I though it would be a good way to start this entry off and let everyone catch up on something they care less about, lol..me.
Lately things have been kinda in the gray area with the life thing and i have seriously considered going back to the military instead of school mainly becasue I really miss it. I'm sitting around waiting for school to start and watching countless numbers of friedns return to the service and go to their new base and I just really want to get that feeling of showing up somewhere new back.
I mean no one knows your name or what stupid things you've done in the past, they dont really care about you and dont think twice about asking about your day. Everyone just goes about their busyness like you dont exsist. I know it sounds horrible but to have the "clean slate" feeling is somethingthat i miss soo much though it did come with its problems like longing for home or to hol that certain someone once more whic is somethingi thought about a great deal in the imte i was gone. I guess thats a good reason why I came back early. Looking back on the places I have been through out life (some of which suck like nothing every felt) I'm some how uplifted in knowing that I have come far from all the pain and things of that nature. You cant really look back on things if yuo didnt struggle to get where you are now and me and struggle know each ther very well.
All in all I think this is the year where thng turn around for e and stay on a up beat for a long period of time no matter what i decide to do. This my year to prove my worht to frends and family that have lost all faith in me, all trust, all hope. LAdies and gentlemen...I'm going to make the unthinkable possible this year and for many more to come.