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I feel like the human version of a chemically altered crop.
If you ignore people for long enough, they tend to go away. Then they creep back to you months later wanting to have some effect on your life just when you think they're gone forever. Problems are the exact same way.
I'm going into the mode where I want to destroy things I've created, throw away things I've written, cut out friends, move across the country, build a cabin on the moon.. and then do all the reverse: create new things, write new things, make new friends, make a new life, until something happens where I start getting the feeling again. I usually find the destruction part easiest to accomplish.
Welcome back suckfest.
If you ignore people for long enough, they tend to go away. Then they creep back to you months later wanting to have some effect on your life just when you think they're gone forever. Problems are the exact same way.
I'm going into the mode where I want to destroy things I've created, throw away things I've written, cut out friends, move across the country, build a cabin on the moon.. and then do all the reverse: create new things, write new things, make new friends, make a new life, until something happens where I start getting the feeling again. I usually find the destruction part easiest to accomplish.
Welcome back suckfest.