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Ohhhh yeah Music, ok now I feel so much better! I don't remember a moment that I didn't need music, to sooth to hold to live to organize thought.... and yet it surprises me how often I try to live in the world, without it .
After awhile, my monkey mind just wants to explode and it's then, and sometimes after then, that I realize I've been surrounded by silence for days.
Instantly the sounds help, I think for my birthday I will buy myself one of those IPOD mini things that I'm always buying for my kids. ONe small enough, new enough, with enough memory and then I'll force myself to spend hours on the "dreaded computer" to program the thing....yeah and an armband thing too so that I can workout with it. Since at this point I'm only allowed to swim, are they water proof *gein*, nevermind by the time I do this I'll at least be able to ride the bike, needs fixing first....
This may take a bit of time to accomplish so for now I'll turn up the music and get back to work.
After awhile, my monkey mind just wants to explode and it's then, and sometimes after then, that I realize I've been surrounded by silence for days.
Instantly the sounds help, I think for my birthday I will buy myself one of those IPOD mini things that I'm always buying for my kids. ONe small enough, new enough, with enough memory and then I'll force myself to spend hours on the "dreaded computer" to program the thing....yeah and an armband thing too so that I can workout with it. Since at this point I'm only allowed to swim, are they water proof *gein*, nevermind by the time I do this I'll at least be able to ride the bike, needs fixing first....
This may take a bit of time to accomplish so for now I'll turn up the music and get back to work.