G+ is Dead, lol. Return?
That was quick. Seems G+ is basically dead. Maybe I should think about a return here. Don't have a lot of positive things to say though lately. Still having a LOT of trouble with Athus's death. I was VERY close to Athus. I've known him for 10 years and was actually visiting him on vacation when he died. I was the only one who knew his family so I had to make the call.
Anyway, I've lost all motivation for anything, including life itself. Don't worry, I'm not suicidal, too risky. But the thought of living another 10 years is a terrifying thought for me now.
I'll link up the journals I made on FA over the course of all of this. It's all really hard reads and sometimes very long so I don't expect most will bother to read it (if they haven't read them already).
Otherwise, my struggle now is to re-find my sense of passion for things. I don't care about anything anymore and I am nothing without my sense of passion. Athus and my sis are the only two people in this world I have an emotional connection with, one of them is dead, the other is going to soon be gone for at least 2 years. If I don't have them or my passions, I literally have nothing to live for, so I need to reacquire my sense of passion again or I'm going to be leading a very empty life and only living to go through the motions so that I don't starve.
Anyway, that's it for now.
Anyway, I've lost all motivation for anything, including life itself. Don't worry, I'm not suicidal, too risky. But the thought of living another 10 years is a terrifying thought for me now.
I'll link up the journals I made on FA over the course of all of this. It's all really hard reads and sometimes very long so I don't expect most will bother to read it (if they haven't read them already).
Otherwise, my struggle now is to re-find my sense of passion for things. I don't care about anything anymore and I am nothing without my sense of passion. Athus and my sis are the only two people in this world I have an emotional connection with, one of them is dead, the other is going to soon be gone for at least 2 years. If I don't have them or my passions, I literally have nothing to live for, so I need to reacquire my sense of passion again or I'm going to be leading a very empty life and only living to go through the motions so that I don't starve.
Anyway, that's it for now.