Feb 07, 2010 22:51
I hate those nights when something just feels off. Those nights where you can't quite put your finger on what's wrong. Usually, nothing even is wrong and the next day you feel fine. For that night though, you just have this itch in the back of your mind that there's something to be worried/nervous/scared about.
I actually should be in a good mood. I watched that Undercover Boss after the Superbowl and it got me excited. I decided to make a change in my life on something that I really should have made the move to change a long time ago. I'm a converted optimist. I used to be pretty hardcore pessimist, but I got tired of looking at things that way and changed. Now I'm pure-blooded optimist, though I will plan for the worst, I expect the best. My programming deficiencies is me being honest with myself and my abilities. There are many things that I'm GREAT at, many things that I'm good at, but there are some things that I am abysmal at.
Anyway, the thing about myself I am going to work to change is my bad attitude. I am a bit of a whiner. I'll get the job done, but sometimes I'll complain along the way. I also tend to give resistance. These are not good traits to have if you intend to lead people. You need to be the strong, responsible one that shows everyone else that whatever the problem is, isn't really that big of a deal and can be overcome with a good hard effort. All your best leaders have great attitudes. I'm going to find mine and keep it close.
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