Begining of a new journey
Well tomorrow is the BIG day - I start a temporary residence in Honolulu. I am SO not happy about the move, but we do what we need to do - or so they say.
To put it bluntly, I am scared stiff! I am going to a new campus, a new apartment, and a new (if short lived) life all on my own. Hubby will be staying here to hold down the fort and keep the home fire burning. That is what makes the whole thing so scary - I am going to do this without him there to push me, to enlighten me, to reinforce me... He has indeed become my "better-half" in so many ways, how will I make it without his constant presence? I am tentative and unsure of myself.
Don't get me wrong, I understand that he DOES support me, that he loves me and that everything WILL work out for the best - but I find myself tonight, on the eve of this new journey, questioning my decision and worried that I am going to fail.
I am gambling OUR future - can I win???
Only time will tell......
To put it bluntly, I am scared stiff! I am going to a new campus, a new apartment, and a new (if short lived) life all on my own. Hubby will be staying here to hold down the fort and keep the home fire burning. That is what makes the whole thing so scary - I am going to do this without him there to push me, to enlighten me, to reinforce me... He has indeed become my "better-half" in so many ways, how will I make it without his constant presence? I am tentative and unsure of myself.
Don't get me wrong, I understand that he DOES support me, that he loves me and that everything WILL work out for the best - but I find myself tonight, on the eve of this new journey, questioning my decision and worried that I am going to fail.
I am gambling OUR future - can I win???
Only time will tell......