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So, I feel completely useless. I hate the summer, which is odd. Most people don't hate the summer, especially the summer after their senior year. I kinda feel lost. I mean, I'm getting a job and everything, but I still feel like i have too much free time. I wanna have fun and hang out, but I’m not sure what people are up to, and when i ask I get a vague answer. I don't know if i want the summer to pass fast or slow. Like, I wanna hold on to my friends and memories, but I want so badly to get out of this rut. Man this sucks.