I am not special: for this i am sure

Apr 07, 2005 19:51

"I am nothing special: of this I am sure. I am a common man with common thoughts , and I've led a common life. There are not monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough."
The words of love, by Noah Calhoun, of "The Notebook"
(*sigh* what a romancer!)

Did i mention i love that movie!:)
and book.. im reading it again for the second time..

So i have 3 more competencies and i have to take 2 finals.. and i am off to state board for my cosmetology license..and i cannot wait!
today me and mitch went to dennys.. and i came home and around 6 layed down.. and fell asleep..and woke up thinkin i was late for school here it is 10 at night.. which sucks cuz i know who is not sleeping tonight..

Its so weird i want to look at prom dresses and buy one..so i can feel pretty.. but if i dont go to prom then its a waste.. i dont really want to go bcuz of homecoming.. if it were to end up like homecoming did.. i would shoot myself... and i just have this feeling that i wouldnt have fun.. and theres nothign to do after.. so it would be go to prom.. and go home.. and thats not your typical prom night.. soo who knows.

I had the weirdest dream last night. It was me, renee, mitch, and kevin, and we were suppose to go to this house were they tortured you for i think 3 days.. and theres a possibility you could die.. but you sign up and pay to go to it.. so i guess we all prepayed and everything.. and we get there and i start freaking out and say that i am not going to go.. so we go into a store and are discussing it and renee gets pissed bcuz we already payed... so we call and say we are not goin to make it in.. and the lady starts stalking us and freaking us out.. well when she was out of sight.. a fire alarm went off..and we all run outside.. and i told everyone that it was probably her thta pu tit off.. so we run to the car as fast as we can to get away.. cuz i think she was trying to kill us.. and then the next thing i know we are in someones basemnt hanging out.. and the other 3 of them went back later and went to it and they were laughin cuz i didnt go.. but renee said the boys only liked it bcuz of naked girls that came out sometime.. and they were talking about how fucked up it was and people were laughing at me bcuz of not going.. it was a crazy ass dream.

well thats all i have for you now!unless i am up later and find something else to LJ about.. gnight!
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