could you know what i was thinking?
me and renee did our good deed today by giving a boy 3 tokens cuz we felt bad for him!
i went to the mall with renee and kevin. i looked for a job but really didnt find too much. if any one knows of any places hiring let me know!
congrats to renee and getting into kent! i called up there and they didnt tell me whether or not i got in. so i dont think i did. i just have this feeling. which blows.
lately i been really down and depressed. and i keep crying all the time! i know you prolly think all i do is cry but i really dont. right now i am just so stressed and feel so lonely i guess you could say. first of all my mom and dad are being so mean to me. and it just pisses me off and my dad says the meanest things to my mom and it just makes me cry cuz i just want to say something to him so bad but if i ever did i would prolly die! and then school midterms are this week. and im just tryin to do a decent job. and i took my facial and manicure midterm today and i got an A on both. suprisingly! then im stressing about whether or not i got into kent. cuz when i graduate i need some way to get out of here. i cant live being depressed and always being put down. my brother always says things to me that just bring me down,i know he says it cuz hes an ass but it just gets to me. then i sorta been feeling like i really dont have friends lately. everytime i call people up they always have plans or something. and then last but not least i feel that mitch doesnt love me as much anymore.
I dont know my head is just alll dfjheiruthfiduhg dfghsdvnbsdhjfgt and i have so much anger.
im sorry all i do is bitch. but i guess it happens.
oh and by the way if you didnt already know i accidently broke the chain to mitchs necklace he bought me so i have to go buy a new one when i get some money. so im bummed about that too.
well im done bitching for now!
CHAO!
i went to the mall with renee and kevin. i looked for a job but really didnt find too much. if any one knows of any places hiring let me know!
congrats to renee and getting into kent! i called up there and they didnt tell me whether or not i got in. so i dont think i did. i just have this feeling. which blows.
lately i been really down and depressed. and i keep crying all the time! i know you prolly think all i do is cry but i really dont. right now i am just so stressed and feel so lonely i guess you could say. first of all my mom and dad are being so mean to me. and it just pisses me off and my dad says the meanest things to my mom and it just makes me cry cuz i just want to say something to him so bad but if i ever did i would prolly die! and then school midterms are this week. and im just tryin to do a decent job. and i took my facial and manicure midterm today and i got an A on both. suprisingly! then im stressing about whether or not i got into kent. cuz when i graduate i need some way to get out of here. i cant live being depressed and always being put down. my brother always says things to me that just bring me down,i know he says it cuz hes an ass but it just gets to me. then i sorta been feeling like i really dont have friends lately. everytime i call people up they always have plans or something. and then last but not least i feel that mitch doesnt love me as much anymore.
I dont know my head is just alll dfjheiruthfiduhg dfghsdvnbsdhjfgt and i have so much anger.
im sorry all i do is bitch. but i guess it happens.
oh and by the way if you didnt already know i accidently broke the chain to mitchs necklace he bought me so i have to go buy a new one when i get some money. so im bummed about that too.
well im done bitching for now!
CHAO!