Bull, again
What is it about LJ that brings ppl to whine about pretty much anything. Are they interested in getting sympathy from strangers? Shoulder to cry on? Why? Question is wider... loneliness again (guess its my biggest prob).
It seems to me that loneliness itself develops with time. I do believe now that teenagers express their loneliness in different way than elder ones. Experience is not an excuse. Elders are much more desperate in their search for companionship of any kind.
Funny, kids will do absolutely anything not to be alone, maturer ppl won't do some things risking to stay by themselves and then ready to pay much higher price to compensate. To me, kid's ways are far more efficient than those of grownups, hence experience is not explanation. Kids will sell their body to society, and grownups will to strangers. Piercing their bodies instead of piercing their souls as old dudes do, with cheap fucks (even literally).
Why is it then, we (older ones) don't change our ways? Fear of being misinterpeted?, but then again if you are acting as a dumbass, such fear should not be troublesome for you. Cause you are dumbass eitherway. But to change our way is unacceptable. We mock those who go to "shrinks" in order to change,
-Pussies, crazy pussies. Giving up too soon, crazy nuts.
Damn, must get back to work
to be continued (yeah right)
It seems to me that loneliness itself develops with time. I do believe now that teenagers express their loneliness in different way than elder ones. Experience is not an excuse. Elders are much more desperate in their search for companionship of any kind.
Funny, kids will do absolutely anything not to be alone, maturer ppl won't do some things risking to stay by themselves and then ready to pay much higher price to compensate. To me, kid's ways are far more efficient than those of grownups, hence experience is not explanation. Kids will sell their body to society, and grownups will to strangers. Piercing their bodies instead of piercing their souls as old dudes do, with cheap fucks (even literally).
Why is it then, we (older ones) don't change our ways? Fear of being misinterpeted?, but then again if you are acting as a dumbass, such fear should not be troublesome for you. Cause you are dumbass eitherway. But to change our way is unacceptable. We mock those who go to "shrinks" in order to change,
-Pussies, crazy pussies. Giving up too soon, crazy nuts.
Damn, must get back to work
to be continued (yeah right)