Jul 08, 2006 18:57
"can a heart still break once it's stopped beating?"
--corpse bride
I want to jump in front of every cab I see, because maybe then I'll stop thinking about her.
I figured maybe if my heart stops beating it wouldn't hurt so bad.
"girl: So, you kinda like me, huh?"
"guy: No. I love you"
So how does it happen, great love? Nobody knows... but what I can tell you is that it happens in the blink of an eye. One moment you're enjoying your life, and the next you're wondering how you ever lived without them.
Because that's what people do. They leap, and hope to God they can fly, because otherwise you just drop like a rock, wondering the whole way down, why in the *hell* did I jump? But here I am, (name), falling, and the only one that makes me feel like I can fly... is you.
You know what it's like getting up every morning? Feeling hopeless, feeling like the love of your life is waking up with the wrong man. But, at the same time hoping that she still finds happiness, even if it's never going to be with you.
I'm a guy. Since when do we get anything right the first time?
girl: "I heard every word. You're a scam artist. You trick women into getting..."
guy: "Into getting out of their own way so real guys like ---- have a fighting chance."
--hitch
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did the above quotes make sense to you?
if it did.. read on... but if not, maybe your time is being wasted
do u think you'll be able to care about someone when another person is in your head? the one you really love the most? how is that fair to the new person you're with..
Fool:"Life isnt fair" well then why bother you dipshit >< sure... life isnt fair, why let that stop you.. MAKE IT FAIR! its not gonna be given to you, TAKE IT! ITS YOURS!(whatever it is you wanted)
Fool:"Impossible is Nothing" oh great.. i can do it! YAY so what goes beyond impossible? what's beyond nothing? when all hope is lost and impossible turns up another notch to something you cant describe.. pfft i thought about all that.. i stayed confident and persistent that i can do anything! makes me rethink everything now that its gotten even harder wherein i dont see any opening towards success. sure.. make sacrifices and compromise to get what you want, make too many and just makes u sad that they didnt give an equivalent sacrifice for what you've done.
Fool:"Its part of god's plan" eh? what's his plan for me? o_O no idea.. = =" was it his plan for man to suffer? our emotions to be toyed around? MAYBE it was his plan for me to get better at other things after suffering.. what a price to pay just to achieve something else! after all.. i wouldnt be typing any of this if i didnt go thru it.. SURE create challenges to make life interesting... did i ask for it? maybe i did at one point in my life.. did i ask for pain? i dunno, doubt it! DO WE ALWAYS GET WHAT WE ASK FOR? NO! it seemed like all the things i was asking for was coming tho.. quite surprised and happy with glee =) but one sentence changes it all.. CRASH AND BURN..
Fool:"Friends First, Build a Foundation" TOO MUCH TIME ON FOUNDATION AND SOMEONE WILL BEAT YOU TO MAKING THE HOUSE! >_< squatters on my territory because i chose to take it slow and steady to make it perfect but some people would just build a shack on your "land". btw this is all metaphorically speaking... -_- sigh.. i guess it wasnt really my land for me to decide who builds on it.. but at least i chose to give her a perfect "house" to build on a perfect "land". AND JUST MAYBE since the other one didnt build a foundation.. maybe MAYBE it wud crumble easier and faster? o_O just a thought hehe ^_*
PART 1--end.. =_= gotta post this now