Oct 18, 2007 20:27
Morpheus:What happened happened and could not have happened any other way.
Trinity: Why do you say that?
Morpheus: Because we are still alive
Went to dota today.. Didn't win a single game damnit... Before the incident I went home with a win. I said it was rare
Before the incident we talked about self defence in the car. I didn't know shit. We talked about sunrises at the bar. I twas over when the sun rose.
After the incident I try to forget
Dota made me forget but as soon as I got in my car and drove home
MADNESS
DESPAIR
A FEELING THAT I COULDVE DONE SOMETHING ELSE
IMAGINATION KICKING IN
BEST AND WORST CASE SCENARIOS
ANGUISH
HATRED
ANGER
WRATH
VENGEANCE
REVENGE
HELPNESSES
then I tire myself out before the word suicide enters my mind. FUCK FUCKITY FUCK.
I need real real friends