gone away
Gone Away
Broken!2Min ; Angst? Rather mild ; G ; drabble
Standing on the pier, seeing the waves, push and pulling, it's like someone was breathing. I never felt this broken. But I'm fine, I'm okay. Looking up, the clouds are moving, moving gently as they could. Winter's rolling by, you too.
With someone else.
Breathe, I breathe. Never felt it before, never had. Wish I never did. But things don't really happen the way you want them to. Even if you go and wait, for the first star you see at night, even if you blow every candle on your birthday -it doesn't really. Sometimes they do, but this time it's just not happening. And that's something I need to really understand, not just think and get it. But understand fully.
That both of us, just can't. We're just... nothing else but you and me. There can never be 'us' or 'we'.
So, I walk away from the waves, the pier, the clouds. I dig in the pockets of my coat. It's cold, really cold. The winter wind chills me of the memories we had, the love, the everything. But I knew, I really knew. It would come to a point like this, where I finally realize, things will not get better and that you're not happy with me. But I'm just so stubborn, I refused to believe that time. Because of love. But you've gone away, and that's the time I finally wake up from the dream and face the reality of us being nothing.
"Taemin, are you sure?" Key asks me, I smile. Don't know how I could, but I just do it. "Yeah," I say, fixing my necktie. Key sighs and hugs me, I chuckle lightly and go out, then I go to your room. You're there, and you greet me with that stupid grin of yours. How can I not smile back? Tell me, tell me.
"Taemin! My best man."
A/N: Result of very heavy headache yesterday. And you, stop stealing my icons. Or I will do this to you:
Broken!2Min ; Angst? Rather mild ; G ; drabble
Standing on the pier, seeing the waves, push and pulling, it's like someone was breathing. I never felt this broken. But I'm fine, I'm okay. Looking up, the clouds are moving, moving gently as they could. Winter's rolling by, you too.
With someone else.
Breathe, I breathe. Never felt it before, never had. Wish I never did. But things don't really happen the way you want them to. Even if you go and wait, for the first star you see at night, even if you blow every candle on your birthday -it doesn't really. Sometimes they do, but this time it's just not happening. And that's something I need to really understand, not just think and get it. But understand fully.
That both of us, just can't. We're just... nothing else but you and me. There can never be 'us' or 'we'.
So, I walk away from the waves, the pier, the clouds. I dig in the pockets of my coat. It's cold, really cold. The winter wind chills me of the memories we had, the love, the everything. But I knew, I really knew. It would come to a point like this, where I finally realize, things will not get better and that you're not happy with me. But I'm just so stubborn, I refused to believe that time. Because of love. But you've gone away, and that's the time I finally wake up from the dream and face the reality of us being nothing.
"Taemin, are you sure?" Key asks me, I smile. Don't know how I could, but I just do it. "Yeah," I say, fixing my necktie. Key sighs and hugs me, I chuckle lightly and go out, then I go to your room. You're there, and you greet me with that stupid grin of yours. How can I not smile back? Tell me, tell me.
"Taemin! My best man."
A/N: Result of very heavy headache yesterday. And you, stop stealing my icons. Or I will do this to you: