May 19, 2005 19:12
YES I AM SO RELIEVED.
alright i know that you have no idea what i am talking about but yay for me. do you ever dread doing something, but in the end you dont even have to do it. well i am laughing at myself because i made it such a big deal. but the other person did it for me. i didnt even have to say anything. woohoo!
today has been weird. i was happy during school, then i went to kristens and cried my eyes out, then i went to ryan's (the single life for me__but i am not sad), and now i am home and happy again. i scare myself sometimes. hmm....
i think i will go for a run. i just feel really positive and optimistic. i have thought extensively the past couple days and i do not like who i am becoming.
"who i am hates
who i've been."
RELIENT K
i really want to know what people think of me. like their honest, true-to-the-heart opinions. i know for sure that i wont be upset or anything, but i will take whatever is said and grow with it. i hope....or ill just read it and laugh. i like laughing.
alright, so about that run...