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It is becoming evident that to get better with photography I need to learn Photoshop. I can see already where it is needed.
But. But. But. I have this weird feeling that I won't be able to. That it's too complicated and just not for me. That I'll never be able to learn.
I always was highly dubious about my creativity but I used to believe that any practical, step-by-step skills I can manage if there's no one to prod me and to look over my shoulder (I always tried new things without my family around. I love them all, but they are of the 'Come on! This is so simple, what are you dithering for? And why do you need a booklet?' kind).
Now, I feel like I can't manage new skills. I wonder if it's age (youth is over, isn't it?) or just tiredness.
But. But. But. I have this weird feeling that I won't be able to. That it's too complicated and just not for me. That I'll never be able to learn.
I always was highly dubious about my creativity but I used to believe that any practical, step-by-step skills I can manage if there's no one to prod me and to look over my shoulder (I always tried new things without my family around. I love them all, but they are of the 'Come on! This is so simple, what are you dithering for? And why do you need a booklet?' kind).
Now, I feel like I can't manage new skills. I wonder if it's age (youth is over, isn't it?) or just tiredness.