im in a bind

Jan 21, 2004 09:18

i found a book today to help me study for the military entrance test. the thing is that i dont know for sure that i want to go in. im not afraid of it but i just dont want to leave those i love behind. and those people include my closest friends(erin, ashley, greg, gio, eric, heather) and my family. i guess that im afraid of losing these people. and not only that im afraid of the change in lifestyle. i dunno if ill end up a complete ass hole or if i will have more respect than i currently do.
gio, ashley! do you guys think that it is possible for me to chance the way i am. in that big a way and if the change does happen would you guys still love me for me and not the way i changed?
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