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[taechay]

sometimes
something happens
something that just explodes
into existence
a functional inspiration
something
that stays
and doesn't run dry
during sleep
love for what is
a being hungry
without a will
to become fed and sleepy

I ate too much today
just two rolls
and a bowl of soup
still it feels
too much

am I decadent?
when I despise
eating too much
when I loathe
to feel satiated?

maybe all what I thought of as needs
are something in themselves
a drive, a calling for action
not a need for satiation
but an instant faith
coupled with instinct
a leopard
photographed on the jump
eternalized

this human existence
too good to resist
if
you catch it at right moments
.. just like a woman
that pays no attention otherwise