(no subject)
as if I miss something
an empty heart
mind searching for leisure
I went like a fish
into sunny water
I don't know why I'm sad
as if I miss something
as if I miss her
the one that never was here
the one who atrophied in me
a wing
an eye
I don't think much of her
but when I'm aware I feel something
as if I miss her
as if she didn't exist
not like as if we never met
it's old
not fashionable
not someone to speak of
this honesty kills me
as if nothing exists
worth speaking about
no desires, but a battle for will
no wishes, but a few good goals
I drink cold water
and I shower hot
I seem young enough
to try myself out again
with someone else
does someone else exist?
the first time I am at an end
one of those ends
when you don't want to start anew
not completely
as if I miss something
as if I miss something
something I don't want to really miss
something not to leave behind in full
come be gracious
become a memory
an empty heart
mind searching for leisure
I went like a fish
into sunny water
I don't know why I'm sad
as if I miss something
as if I miss her
the one that never was here
the one who atrophied in me
a wing
an eye
I don't think much of her
but when I'm aware I feel something
as if I miss her
as if she didn't exist
not like as if we never met
it's old
not fashionable
not someone to speak of
this honesty kills me
as if nothing exists
worth speaking about
no desires, but a battle for will
no wishes, but a few good goals
I drink cold water
and I shower hot
I seem young enough
to try myself out again
with someone else
does someone else exist?
the first time I am at an end
one of those ends
when you don't want to start anew
not completely
as if I miss something
as if I miss something
something I don't want to really miss
something not to leave behind in full
come be gracious
become a memory