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I feel like maybe everything in my life is going to line up. At least, at this current moment I do, because I read a number of inspiring updates from some friends. But honestly, how could it not? I'm in better shape than I've been in five years or so, I actually am enjoying and craving more physical activity and I feel more independent up on the mountains than I ever have before.
Since I lost a friend in the transition to high school, I've had these ridiculous recurring dreams about her, and being friends with her again, and finally, I think we might be getting somewhere in real life. This is very strange to me, but I'm going to take it as a good thing. And yes, so I have absolutely no romantic contact to look forward to, but I'm about to move into a new dorm with upperclassman who won't be the annoying freshmen on my floor last year. I can't wait for this school year, because I think I've undergone a lot of growth this summer and I think I can be the person I want to be, to enjoy school.
Now, the downside: I'm fairly close to broke, I have 10 hour days of class and school next quarter, and I have $3434875 worth of hiking supplies that I do in fact need. Oh well, things'll work out.
Since I lost a friend in the transition to high school, I've had these ridiculous recurring dreams about her, and being friends with her again, and finally, I think we might be getting somewhere in real life. This is very strange to me, but I'm going to take it as a good thing. And yes, so I have absolutely no romantic contact to look forward to, but I'm about to move into a new dorm with upperclassman who won't be the annoying freshmen on my floor last year. I can't wait for this school year, because I think I've undergone a lot of growth this summer and I think I can be the person I want to be, to enjoy school.
Now, the downside: I'm fairly close to broke, I have 10 hour days of class and school next quarter, and I have $3434875 worth of hiking supplies that I do in fact need. Oh well, things'll work out.