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I don't understand how things can just always completely to fall apart exactly when I need them to hold. I don't even know what to rely on anymore, and maybe part of that has to do with me needing to be a more understanding and reliable person myself, but with everyone and ever situation being so vindictive and defensive...I'm just tired of it. Even if there's nothing I can do to make things better, I'm tired of it.