Another spam about teen's feeling
Err, sorry it's another spam about my feeling =,=
I just don't know where to throw this embarrassing feeling *sigh*.
I have told you about my crush who turns out like my friend.. I also have told you that I want to stop everything that related with him.. But it apparently very very difficult T---T
I tried so hard. Really hard. To not look at him, to not search him everywhere I go, but it apparently soooo hard *sigh*. Now I don't know what to do.. OH I haven't told you about my own conclusion :O At first, I thought it just my own hallucination, I thought I saw him laughing at me who looked at him when I arrived at canteen *sorry if my explanation is bad, err it's because my grammar is bad, fyi*. But in the next day when I told my friend about "this hallucination of mine", she told me that she also have those thought!!! I'm really panicked, I can't imagine how he reacted when he knew about my feelinggg T---T Another friend of mine also told me the same thing, she said that man always like that, they always know which girl who like them.. AAAAAHHHH I JUST FEEL LIKE I WANT TO BURY MYSELFFF, LIKE SO DEEP, REALLY T----T But my friend told me that it was okay, it's a good thing btw, she told me like that. She said that maybe if he know about my feeling, he will give me more attention *when she told me 'bout this, I just have thought like "Yeah you're so true, he will give me more attention, yeah. But hellooo do you even remember that he likes beautiful girl with pretty long hair, fair skin, big eyes, and can make everyone around her have big smile when she's around -____-"*
I just look at myself and know my place, I'm not even the slightest level with her 'dream girl'.. I should stop all of this, my feeling, my thought, my... *sigh* I can't even talk anymore =,=
So..COME ON TADYAAA WAKE UPPP, KEEP YOUR MIND TOGETHER! YOU HAVE TO FOCUS IN YOUR ACADEMIC, YOUR ORGANISATION, YOUR FRIENDS, AND MANY MOOORE. Just keep yourself busy, tadya. I know you can do it!
"Someday, someone will come and told you that you're beautiful just the way you're. And some other day, someone will told you that you have made his days brighter by your presence in his days. You don't know when those days will come, but you just know that day surely will come, because God has promised it." -Anonymous
I just don't know where to throw this embarrassing feeling *sigh*.
I have told you about my crush who turns out like my friend.. I also have told you that I want to stop everything that related with him.. But it apparently very very difficult T---T
I tried so hard. Really hard. To not look at him, to not search him everywhere I go, but it apparently soooo hard *sigh*. Now I don't know what to do.. OH I haven't told you about my own conclusion :O At first, I thought it just my own hallucination, I thought I saw him laughing at me who looked at him when I arrived at canteen *sorry if my explanation is bad, err it's because my grammar is bad, fyi*. But in the next day when I told my friend about "this hallucination of mine", she told me that she also have those thought!!! I'm really panicked, I can't imagine how he reacted when he knew about my feelinggg T---T Another friend of mine also told me the same thing, she said that man always like that, they always know which girl who like them.. AAAAAHHHH I JUST FEEL LIKE I WANT TO BURY MYSELFFF, LIKE SO DEEP, REALLY T----T But my friend told me that it was okay, it's a good thing btw, she told me like that. She said that maybe if he know about my feeling, he will give me more attention *when she told me 'bout this, I just have thought like "Yeah you're so true, he will give me more attention, yeah. But hellooo do you even remember that he likes beautiful girl with pretty long hair, fair skin, big eyes, and can make everyone around her have big smile when she's around -____-"*
I just look at myself and know my place, I'm not even the slightest level with her 'dream girl'.. I should stop all of this, my feeling, my thought, my... *sigh* I can't even talk anymore =,=
So..COME ON TADYAAA WAKE UPPP, KEEP YOUR MIND TOGETHER! YOU HAVE TO FOCUS IN YOUR ACADEMIC, YOUR ORGANISATION, YOUR FRIENDS, AND MANY MOOORE. Just keep yourself busy, tadya. I know you can do it!
"Someday, someone will come and told you that you're beautiful just the way you're. And some other day, someone will told you that you have made his days brighter by your presence in his days. You don't know when those days will come, but you just know that day surely will come, because God has promised it." -Anonymous