The Present.

[tadghostal]

I am not in love with anyone. Sorry. Still enjoying the single life (sarcastic cheer). I will have to level with Kristy in opening is killing me slowly, but hopefully I am going to get paid more with a position advancement. Also I'd like to note that yes I have acquired a new friend who is slightly bizarre but in retrospect it is better to have someone to talk to on your breaks that you haven't had any previous causal engagement with. Granted he has a few unnatural characteristics about him, and he is a slight bit uncouth but if you put it into perspective he is one of the most decent individuals I have ever met. Kind of ironic at that. Not to say everyone else I know isn't decent but with him its almost as if I have another perspective on life. To me I think that talking and joining him with the occasional cigarette really provides a more eclectic experience to my already redundant life. But I'm not complaining about it because frankly its the one solid part of my life that I can say 'Yes, I go to school and work at a job that I enjoy.' Despite all the flack I get from being negative and minimal effort it is kind of nice to be steady at something. Even though I still feel like I'm in an existential bubble and there is still no trace of optimism in my personality-being regular at something is always nice, because if it isn't with women it might as well be at something that gives me a small amount of aesthetic pleasure.

P.S.: Tall tell sign: Still smoking a lot.