ramblings

[tadashi85]

So I was thinking yesterday and the poems or whatever you want to call them below were created. Apparently they are very emo LOL

You are what you are
Thought you were different
Thought you cared
To fucking blind to see the truth
To fucking stupid to accept the truth
This is all that I have left of me

A bloody knife
And my life escaping with every last breath
Just to have the pain go away
And the thoughts of you disappear.

I hope you cry at my funeral
Hope the pain kills you inside
For now you know my pain.

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I thought of you again last night
I thought of what could be
Gone
Ripped from my thoughts
Like my heart from my chest

I lay now in an abyss of nothingness
Floating in my own despair
Watching everything go by slowly
My life ending all around me.

Would you be there at the other end waiting?