over and over again
When i logged into livejournal today i decided to go back and read some of my old entries and do you know what I realized? Almost ALL of my entries have something to do with boys. And now so does this one..... WHY? Whether Im single or dating or happy or sad or whatever, I have some kind of situation with boys that i talk about. This must mean that it is impacting my life more so than other things. Its not like i write every aspect of my day or week in here, I just write about the major points, or what I feel are the major points. And without failure, some boy or boys as a whole end up making that list. I dont like that. It makes me feel dependant on having someone to fixate my attention. I want to be just happy and concern myself on other things. Maybe this isnt possible, maybe i'm just to "boy crazy" and i need to have that someone special in mind. Whatever the case I know that I need to start focusing less on guys (cuz thats not getting me anywhere) and more on things I can do for myself to improve my present and future.
On that note, there is a career fair at Cardi's furniture for sales reps today. I dont know any details I just overheard from someone in my class. I get my associates degree in Interior design in 3 weeks! Thats scary. Im growing up. But I am getting my bachelors i just want to get a part time job for now so that i can start getting some experience. Since I might want to go into manufacturer sales rep and consulting after i get my BA this would be a good idea. So I think I'm going over there in a bit. wish me luck!
Thats all for now!
On that note, there is a career fair at Cardi's furniture for sales reps today. I dont know any details I just overheard from someone in my class. I get my associates degree in Interior design in 3 weeks! Thats scary. Im growing up. But I am getting my bachelors i just want to get a part time job for now so that i can start getting some experience. Since I might want to go into manufacturer sales rep and consulting after i get my BA this would be a good idea. So I think I'm going over there in a bit. wish me luck!
Thats all for now!