Update, and the chair
I've been as sick as a dog lately.
Don't know why.
I thought I was free from this.
*sigh!*
along with this my niece just had another seizure, like usual.
It's odd. there's this old chair that was given to me. It REEKS now, cause of the cat's and something growing in it.
I sat in it for just a small amount of time and I feel better already.
I wonder WHY?
Is it because there's something in it I need?
I wonder.
Or is it because it it actually letting my relax while I sit out back?
I'm figuring it's this, and not because of it being "blessed" or having something in it, that I need. (pot, mold more likely with the way it's REEKING. Which i can't understate enough. *chuckle* :-) )
Well, that's it.
I was nuts for a bit there.
thought I was free from all that for good.
I've been looking over my shoulder terrified that I'd be sucked back under.
Wondering if I actually have a timer on my head that I don't know about.
I was terrified that this time I wasn't going to make it out.
I'd be nuts again.
for good.
Oddly though, sitting in that old chair tonight, it cured me.
huh.
odd.
I hope DEARLY that it's the relaxing.
and nothing else.
...
...
...
*terrified that it's actually something else*
*shivers in terror, biting nails waiting to find out*
the chair is going ot be thrown out on the 6th of this coming month.
*SHUDDER!*
I'm TERRIFIED.
:-(
I just know I'll be reading this later on, looking for an answer to my problems.
*is TERRIFIED! dreading the future*
( I just had to run inside cause of a HUGE spider that was HAIRY! for god sakes! -- Insects should NOT have hair! nor be BIG enough to have hair! *SHUDDER! terrified!* I squished it, it was going, walking QUICKLY, straight for me, in my chair! >X-((. )
Don't know why.
I thought I was free from this.
*sigh!*
along with this my niece just had another seizure, like usual.
It's odd. there's this old chair that was given to me. It REEKS now, cause of the cat's and something growing in it.
I sat in it for just a small amount of time and I feel better already.
I wonder WHY?
Is it because there's something in it I need?
I wonder.
Or is it because it it actually letting my relax while I sit out back?
I'm figuring it's this, and not because of it being "blessed" or having something in it, that I need. (pot, mold more likely with the way it's REEKING. Which i can't understate enough. *chuckle* :-) )
Well, that's it.
I was nuts for a bit there.
thought I was free from all that for good.
I've been looking over my shoulder terrified that I'd be sucked back under.
Wondering if I actually have a timer on my head that I don't know about.
I was terrified that this time I wasn't going to make it out.
I'd be nuts again.
for good.
Oddly though, sitting in that old chair tonight, it cured me.
huh.
odd.
I hope DEARLY that it's the relaxing.
and nothing else.
...
...
...
*terrified that it's actually something else*
*shivers in terror, biting nails waiting to find out*
the chair is going ot be thrown out on the 6th of this coming month.
*SHUDDER!*
I'm TERRIFIED.
:-(
I just know I'll be reading this later on, looking for an answer to my problems.
*is TERRIFIED! dreading the future*
( I just had to run inside cause of a HUGE spider that was HAIRY! for god sakes! -- Insects should NOT have hair! nor be BIG enough to have hair! *SHUDDER! terrified!* I squished it, it was going, walking QUICKLY, straight for me, in my chair! >X-((. )