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My birthday was a blast! Me and my sister went to CJ's for dinner, and she was playing keno and won $1,100, so now she won't go to jail or lose her apartment, lucky her! Then we went shopping and back to her house. I have waited 2 months to rent Seed of Chucky (best movie ever, well almost), get back to her house and I had to skip over like 6 chapters, WTF, seriously, I was pissed, so I guess I am going to just buy it. One day... Then we went back up to CJ's to meet Angel and celebrate. We had fun.
Today, well not to much is going on today, just thinking a lot. Only 14 days until I have my daughter, I don't know what scares me more, actually having her, or what's going to happen when I do have her. I have this situation played out in my head and I have a thought of what it should be like, but I don't know. I guess we're going to find out in 14 days, huh. I keep hoping so bad he shows up, casue I don't want him to miss it, but there is nothing more I can do to try to make him show up, I guess in the end you get what you deserve, and this is what I did to myself. Karma, it's so fucked sometimes, I really did have the best of intentions. I did.
Anyways I guess I should get going now. Got some running to do.
amanda
Today, well not to much is going on today, just thinking a lot. Only 14 days until I have my daughter, I don't know what scares me more, actually having her, or what's going to happen when I do have her. I have this situation played out in my head and I have a thought of what it should be like, but I don't know. I guess we're going to find out in 14 days, huh. I keep hoping so bad he shows up, casue I don't want him to miss it, but there is nothing more I can do to try to make him show up, I guess in the end you get what you deserve, and this is what I did to myself. Karma, it's so fucked sometimes, I really did have the best of intentions. I did.
Anyways I guess I should get going now. Got some running to do.
amanda