sadness and joy
My grandmother died early Wednesday morning. I was still awake here in the west coast and I think she was lingering here and I couldn't sleep. I have felt so numb because it is not real to me yet. I just wanted her to be having a set back and not her packing up to go. I know she is relieved to be out of her failing body. My energy work guy saw her giggling. I've never known her to giggle, but maybe once she got out and saw everything she saw the humor in it all. Maybe she will cross my path again.