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[tacoisevil]

I fucked up something really special today.
And as much as I need time to myself
as much as I know this will help me.
As much as this will put me back on track.
I lost my love.
I lost my life.
I lost my security.
I lost my hope.

and I hate myself for it.
at least I'm not dead.
I just feel like it.