everything's hanging on this moment
**havent written for a while so the post is big...its two entries. sorry you guyysss.....you'll have to read the one before this first. SORRY!
monday_ in film critiques alex gave me and abbie a note that him and colin passed back and forth in fifth hour. it said that he liked this person named lauren. abbies like
whos lauren?
me: idk probably someone from church or something.
abbie: from the synagogue you mean.
me: haha are you calling him jewish???!
jewish jokes…….are love. hehe. then later….track. it was the first day of track. then i got home at like 4, had lessons from 4:30-5:15, homework, dinner, shower…..ack.
tuesday_ we had a flex schedule that day and apparently in first hour science, according to amanda, mr. accidentally went like this:
the cell’s fuck- i mean FUNCTION…..
haha. i love when he embarrasses himself. he deserves it. anyway, adams dad is running against abbies mom for schoolboard, and in third hour abbie told me that he decided to try to make his dad mad so he was like
hey dad, im going out with abbie heath!
his dad: GOD DAMMIT ADAM *yelling*
adam: …just kidding.
hahahahahahaha that is hilarious. seriously. we told abbie that she should have adam write her a fake love note and she should leave it in her pocket for her mom to find in the laundry. haha. except she didn’t do it cuz her mom wouldn’t believe her if she told her that it was just a joke. heh. later during lunch i was telling abbie about this thing that i heard someone say, and it was really ghetto and then we made a song. and andrea joined in. it was so funny. i had tears coming out of my eyes. hahahahahahahaha. then, me abbie and andrea were walking to fourth hour as always and andrea was telling random people in the hall that i made a song. it was SO funnnny. hahahaha. then later in film critiques we were watching the news cuz they chose a pope. we kept making pope jokes too…like when he came out on the balcony for the first time, alex was like
THROW HIM OVER THE EDGE!
hah. then we were like
if he lives……..HES A WITCH! KILL HIM! if he dies….
haha. oh and this is something random that abbie heard in the hall who knows how long ago:
I DON’T HAVE KNEECAPS, WHY DON’T YOU UNDERSTAND?
hahahahahahahaha!
wednesday_ not much that i can remember…….but after school i had track, got home around 4, did homework, went to gymnastics, dinner, shower, and stayed up til 11 doing math. ewwww.
thursday_ the day before in spanish we had to write letters to senora about our best friends. and draw a picture. well on thursday, we saw how kraig drew brandon and he looked like a chubby dork standing in the middle of some random street. hahaha……..wow. it was bad. then some people went to the front of the room and read their letter out loud, and while juhee was reading hers, brandon took cassandra’s crutch and was pointing it at the front of the room and then he pretended to shoot senora in the head with it. hahaha he definitely got yelled at for that one. hehe. oh yeah and later the whole
it may not be gatorade andrea….it may not be gatorade
thing. J. hehe. i didn’t go to track cuz i thought it’d be only field events like it was last year so i didn’t bring clothes or shoes. and besides…….when i got home, it took me from 2:30 to 6:30 just to do my math packet. then i still had spanish science and social studies to do. so if i went to track i wouldn’t have had time.
today_ in spanish…..myryah was sitting there and she was like
chris if i fall will you catch me?
abbie: god it sounds like a song.
so…..myryahs working on making that a song. yay…..we’re all making songs now J J. haha after that, we were all talking and apparently ben fleck told kraig to call me nairobi. which is a city in kenya…lol. then we did a worksheet and senora matched us up with a partner and i ended up being with kraig and hes like
oh, im with nairobi?
GOD! everyone was calling me that haha. seriously. everyone. and kraig would get this evil look on his face and start laughing. it was pure evil i tell you. then when we got up to leave, i was holding my lunch and brandons like
hey neeyati, i like your lunchbox.
………? haha. it sounded like a kindergarten-type comment. haha. then later at lunch, abbie told me about a dream she had and i started to tell lizie and sarah and juhee but i guess abbie didn’t want me to tell them so she smacks her hand over my mouth. it was so out of nowhere. haha. oh and apparently in one part of her dream, she was at my house and i was forcing her to inhale helium from a balloon but she didn’t want to so she left my house and she was making weird grunting noises cuz she was mad at me…….you had to hear it…haha. oh and she told us about a time when she was little and she forgot how to breathe…..only abbie. only abbie would do that. hehe. after fourth hour, i was walking to my locker and i see sophie and dan pochmara walking and sophies like
neeyati! *weird voice as always*
dan: oh hey nairobi
me: GOD!
i don’t even talk to him usually and hes calling me that. DAMN IT KRAIG! and ben…! haha. oh well. in orchestra, the cellos kept messing up and they kept fighting with each other and so mrs vargo turns to the violin section and shes like
*serious look* drugs. this is what happens, kids.
hahahahahahaha! it was funny. hehe. well. okay im done.
drowning, just as fast as i can, but don't throw me a line, don't reach out your hand, cause, i'm on the brink of something beautiful, and i want to sing about it, but i don't know where to begin. write it in a letter, but the words don't come out right. trying to explain how no one can do me like…you don't understand how helpless i can get, since the day that we met, oh can you feel it yet? it's never been more perfect being alive. i've never been so satisfied. oh...i could feel something different for the first time. heaven made sense and all the words rhymed. no chance of stopping now. im taking it all. and now i'm caught in the air, its a good glide. pass it up, wouldn't dare what a wild ride. i remember being ready and waiting to fall, just like i did tonight. spinning around and around, until my left was my right and up became down. with just one look you knocked me off of my feet, so unable to speak. oh, how you made me weak. though it was a while ago, i still can recall, that moment so ready, and waiting to fall. can you take me back in time, remembering when you captured my heart? over and over again...
[ready and waiting to fall - mae]