my heart is racing to you like a rocket
breaks are too short. its not fair.
sunday_ hmmm…pretty much did nothing all day…i think. up to about 5:30 or so anyway. then i was talking to lizie online and all of a sudden i guess andrea took control of the computer and asked for mona. i told her that mona was asleep and shes like “blow on her face and wake her up J” haha…so i did….and we went over to their house. after a little while we went outside to throw a softball around…haha lizie gave me a mitt to use and i was like
hey…is this like left handed or something?
jenny and lizie: umm yeah that’s how its supposed to be….so you can throw with your right hand…..
me: I KNEW THAT!
hehe she laughed at me…..i seriously knew that! ive been having one too many lizie moments lately. J. then later we were in andreas room and me and mona were saying that we had to leave, so andrea pulls out a coloring book. shes like
this is what im gonna do when they’re gone!
haha! she tried to explain to mona but mona was just like “….wow……..i don’t even wanna hear it…..” so andreas like
fine *turns to me* i’ll tell you! i was at kmart and i saw this coloring book that i had when i was little and i had to buy it!
hehehe. interesting. heh well after that me and mona went home. then we had to go to the motel cuz my parents had to work all night and i guess they didn’t wanna leave us home alone…? well anyway when we got there we had dinner…i went online for a while and mona was watching tv. i love being on my dads laptop…i don’t know why. hehe. well yeah after i got off i watched crazy/beautiful with mona. it was good…..i love those movies where theres a psychologically messed up person and then they find someone who changes them….y’know? kinda like garden state or donnie darko. well anyway we went to bed after a while.
tuesday_ went to abbies around 1 or so. we of course watched our soap…….and then walked up to longacre. wow…being there reminded me of a lot of things. and how different life is now than it was in elementary school. in some ways i miss how simple it was…but at the same time i feel like i have more freedom and stuff now. i don’t know. i definitely miss how it was though. anyway…we talked for a while and then went back home. just hung out for a couple hours. then i went home.
wednesday_ went to perisian and von maur….then came home. sarah came over around 3? somewhere around there. we walked around the neighborhood and stuff and just hung out for a while. then mona had rachel, david, and aaron over. we all watched bend it like beckham. haha they were talking about how the guy who plays joe in the movie is gay. and at one point in the movie,
*the camera zooms in on joe’s face. all is silent.*
aaron: *pretending to talk for joe* im gay.
you had to hear it…lol. and of course aaron mumbled some comment about me being jewish.... all through the movie the guys kept making comments about how joe is gay. haha. so yeah after that abbie and lauren showed up…….finally. we ate and then went to the park…it started getting dark and then abbie said something about how it’d be scary if a person with red eyes was behind us so then sarah screamed and jumped up and started running home. so…….we went home. J. we watched america’s next top model just cuz shows like that are addicting…and then sarah left around 9. me and abbie watched south park and stuff and then andrea and lizie showed up. they stayed for like an hour or so. OH! they brought the new mae cd!!!! hehe they let me burn a copy. so now i have it J J. the everglow.
// and our hearts are on the everglow
deep inside we both know it.
everything's hanging on this moment.
whoa, whoa
and our hearts are on the everglow.
so just let go and fall into it. //
hehe. well anyway…abbie and lauren left around 11:30.
thursday_ don’t really remember what i did for most of the day. but later i went to lizie’s for a sleepover with her, abbie and sarah….juhee couldn’t come L. we just hung out for a while…played uno attack haha. then just layed around in lizies room, all of us doing our own thing. me and abbie were reading and sarah and lizie were playing on the gameboys. sarah and jenny were having some…issues. hehe. then we went downstairs and played uno attack again and then put in mean girls. we made coffee too…that kept us up for a while. we ended up in andrea’s - woah i almost put sandrea……. - room cuz there are no drapes downstairs and the wind was howling and we freaked ourselves out. at first i got andrea’s bed but then lizie made me switch with her…and me and abbie and sarah were having problems on the floor. sarah was flailing around violently, trying to find a comfortable spot. haha. oh well. we all talked for a while and then slept.
friday_ i had to leave early cuz i had to go to a doctors appointment. after the appointment i went home and just…did nothing.
today_ went to JC Penney and abercrombie and then came home…didn’t buy anything. monaface got a junior prom dress though J its pretty. around 5:30 i went to lizies. we hung out for a while and then julie came. hmm…….we ate dinner…….then went upstairs and played BS. wow cards hate me…..thats all i have to say. hehe. oh yeah at dinner…at one point julie was like
lizie, you love insulting your parents, don’t you?
jenny: *pointing* THEY’RE MONKEYS!
--me, julie, and mrs rogers are thinking that jenny’s talking about her parents--
but then she pointed to the tv behind us and there were monkeys on the tv………we all started laughing really hard. wow…….hahaha you probably had to be there. heh anyway so mona picked me up around 9:30. that’s all……………ahhh you guyyys………..one more day of break. i want to kill someone. this break went by wayyy too fast…….!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhh L L L
i see a sense of wonder deep inside your eyes as we're sparkling and twirling in the twilight. and after three long years, i think that we both need this. so we seal the deal in the parking lot with a kiss. and in case you, and in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me. you're all kinds of beautiful as you end my day. and you sweetly retire as stars chase you away.
[sunsets and car crashes - the spill canvas