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Initial Disclaimer: this has nothing to do with me or my life, just an observation.
What you do is not right. You use people. You use boys. You find the guy you think is most interesting - one that can be your muse and will end up doing anything you want him to do. And you use him until you get bored. You rip his soul out, drain him for the year or so you decide to make him your toy.
It's like you go to the grocery store and walk to the back to the apples. You look and look, sift through, until you find the reddest, juiciest apple you can find. And then you eat him. You enjoy every minute of it. Every bite. Until you've completely devoured him and all that's left is the core. And then you know what you do? As soon as the core gets boring, you toss him in the trash without any thought as to what you've just done. That core will never be the same way again. You've stripped it's sweet heart for your selfish wants and left a cold core.
And then you walk right back into the store, put your smile on for the farmers, and grab another apple - knowing you'll do the same thing again. And again.
It's not right. But whatever, It took me 5 years to figure it out, and I guess it is what it is. And it's your life - you can live it the way you want, but don't expect me to eat a snack with you.
What you do is not right. You use people. You use boys. You find the guy you think is most interesting - one that can be your muse and will end up doing anything you want him to do. And you use him until you get bored. You rip his soul out, drain him for the year or so you decide to make him your toy.
It's like you go to the grocery store and walk to the back to the apples. You look and look, sift through, until you find the reddest, juiciest apple you can find. And then you eat him. You enjoy every minute of it. Every bite. Until you've completely devoured him and all that's left is the core. And then you know what you do? As soon as the core gets boring, you toss him in the trash without any thought as to what you've just done. That core will never be the same way again. You've stripped it's sweet heart for your selfish wants and left a cold core.
And then you walk right back into the store, put your smile on for the farmers, and grab another apple - knowing you'll do the same thing again. And again.
It's not right. But whatever, It took me 5 years to figure it out, and I guess it is what it is. And it's your life - you can live it the way you want, but don't expect me to eat a snack with you.