ok, now it's starting to become apparent.

Jan 09, 2006 09:12

"Don't fall in love with me yet
We only recently met
true I'm in love with you but
You might decide I'm a nut
Give me a week or two to
go absolutely cuckoo
then when you see your error
you can flea in terror
like everybody else does
I only tell you this cuz
I'm easy to get rid of...."

Silly, wonderful magnetic fields, breaking the monotony.

It's been 3 days, 2 pathetic emails from me, and no response on his end, in computer-land or on the phone.
What is wrong with people that they can't just say "Hey you're cool, I'm cool, but I think this isn't working out"?
I feel like Someone keeps knocking on my door and I get really excited cuz I know it's going to be something cool and I'm kind of asleep, and then I finally wake my ass up and open the door and no one's there.

Like Jankk says "We're special women and not everyone can handle us"...
but at the moment I don't feel very special, after all I did just get ding-dong ditched.
I just feel totally confused, lonely, and actually just really want to cuddle.

I don't want to say I give up, but Fuck, I'm really starting to feel like I should.
Damn hormones. Damn companionship needs.
Damn them all to heck.
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