crazy is as crazy does
I really cant even begin to understand or explain all the crazy shit thats happened in the past few months...
but maybe i will because i just love it all i love that insanity to death.
-keith and i broke up, i moved back in with my mom...
-i became a raging alcoholic, but with that came millions of really awesome cool new people that i had never been able to socialize with before,...so many crazy parties and people and stories :) i loooove it
-i am just too happy for words right now, i feel like im 15 years old again with crushes all over the place,..one cutie in particular is making my mouth into a constant smile :)
-the boy i wrote letters to,...well lets just say everything i thought was the complete and total truth..i melted in the glory of knowing all along and having the patience with things for once in my life for them to turn out as right as they ever possibly could
-i finally got another job! with pally! :D
-i cant stop thinking about that boy who is imperfectly perfect for me and how he strokes my hair and always touches me because he knows i like to be touched, who kisses me when he leaves me in his bed at 630 in the morning to go to work, who will always always drink with me because we're both alcoholics,.,.and best of all we're not serious at all, its just pure feelings and there's no boundaries or limits or rules or labels and im totally fine with that... because thats how relationships should really work oh and he's sexy as shiiiit
-things are really really good with my mom :)
-i got my first paycheck today :)
i just cant stop smiling its impossible for me to be upset for more than 2 minutes at a time
i feel like im really living my life and enjoying as much of it as i can stay awake for
worrrrrrrrrrrrrd
but maybe i will because i just love it all i love that insanity to death.
-keith and i broke up, i moved back in with my mom...
-i became a raging alcoholic, but with that came millions of really awesome cool new people that i had never been able to socialize with before,...so many crazy parties and people and stories :) i loooove it
-i am just too happy for words right now, i feel like im 15 years old again with crushes all over the place,..one cutie in particular is making my mouth into a constant smile :)
-the boy i wrote letters to,...well lets just say everything i thought was the complete and total truth..i melted in the glory of knowing all along and having the patience with things for once in my life for them to turn out as right as they ever possibly could
-i finally got another job! with pally! :D
-i cant stop thinking about that boy who is imperfectly perfect for me and how he strokes my hair and always touches me because he knows i like to be touched, who kisses me when he leaves me in his bed at 630 in the morning to go to work, who will always always drink with me because we're both alcoholics,.,.and best of all we're not serious at all, its just pure feelings and there's no boundaries or limits or rules or labels and im totally fine with that... because thats how relationships should really work oh and he's sexy as shiiiit
-things are really really good with my mom :)
-i got my first paycheck today :)
i just cant stop smiling its impossible for me to be upset for more than 2 minutes at a time
i feel like im really living my life and enjoying as much of it as i can stay awake for
worrrrrrrrrrrrrd