Sunny November Days
So, I've pretty much completely stopped going to two of my three classes after we took midterms. I feel slightly guilty, but the other part of me realizes that the one class is pass/no pass and the other one I just have to come up with 5 more pages of bullshit for our paper due after Thanksgiving.
So, once again I'm staying here to read Marx and then spending the afternoon with Brian. Hopefully this won't all come back to bite me.
Other than that... things seem to be slowly deteriorating at home. Both of my parents are going through lots o' medical tests unbeknownst to me and it's been 7 weeks since any income was flowing into the house. I told my mother that I would come home if something didn't happen by January and take some time off school to work and transfer to a local school. So, the fear of that sort of looms over me (being the self-centered bitch that I am). That fear and the fear of... well... when I went to Oakland/Piedmont to visit my aunt and grandma (who was visiting), I was handed this binder that consisted of my parents' final wills.
Well, on that cheery note, I'm going to read me some Marx!