A lil update shall we?
So, quite a bit has changed in my life recently....
Positives:
I got a raise
I'm moving out and found an awesome roomie
I love my job
I"M GOING TO SANTA CRUZ!!!!! i'm so super duper excited!!
Negatives:
Love life=nonexistant
I FEEL FATTER THAN EVER!!!!!
I can't fuckin wait to get a fuckin grip on my life and my health cause i feel like such a damn fatass. FUCKIN A i really am doing personal training. i'm on my period so that could be a major contributor to my fat feelings but i think i'm just at a breaking point. i'm all alone anyways i might as well drop 145 pounds while i'm at it. haha i'd be non existant-so NOT that much! but you get the picture-i wanna look in the mirror and not recognize myself and be like, "WOW" you know? i'm going to do it, i think i really will take some damn pictures and track my progress, i gotta start asap! this weekend i'm drinking, but i'll go on sunday for sure i have all day! jeeze, then i'll figure out some plan and then i will grocery shop and buy really good food and force myself to cook. yeah that's what i'll do, i think i just feel really damn outta shape.
peace out
Positives:
I got a raise
I'm moving out and found an awesome roomie
I love my job
I"M GOING TO SANTA CRUZ!!!!! i'm so super duper excited!!
Negatives:
Love life=nonexistant
I FEEL FATTER THAN EVER!!!!!
I can't fuckin wait to get a fuckin grip on my life and my health cause i feel like such a damn fatass. FUCKIN A i really am doing personal training. i'm on my period so that could be a major contributor to my fat feelings but i think i'm just at a breaking point. i'm all alone anyways i might as well drop 145 pounds while i'm at it. haha i'd be non existant-so NOT that much! but you get the picture-i wanna look in the mirror and not recognize myself and be like, "WOW" you know? i'm going to do it, i think i really will take some damn pictures and track my progress, i gotta start asap! this weekend i'm drinking, but i'll go on sunday for sure i have all day! jeeze, then i'll figure out some plan and then i will grocery shop and buy really good food and force myself to cook. yeah that's what i'll do, i think i just feel really damn outta shape.
peace out