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[taci]

let me just be perfectly honest... i'm seriousl freakin' out about grad school applications. the list of schools that my professor just suggested i apply to...well, they're pretty big league. and the acceptance rate is 1:20. ouch. i feel like my mind is too old for this crap. i've lost too much of my agility, my memory, and my general connection with the theoretical world.

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.

maybe i ought to just play at administration for the rest of my life. i know i can do well there.