its 11:50 pm
and its friday night coming back from work ..trying to work on homework.
ITS ALSO SNOWING o.o; ohh nooz come back summer :(. well somethings that have been going on my dad might be trading godzilla to help me get a new car so i guess thats good since all i could afford is a used car. Alberto broke up with me but we still talk to each other and care..hes just waiting on me. I feel like a jerk because he tells me he wont love anyone else and that he will wait till im ready for a relationship.-sigh-. i seriously dont deserve it. I just want to get over all the bullshit in life and go to heaven. no problems at all. and you know what i could even see my grandparents. Tommorro i have to do alot of homework especially for English and Algebra...Im still keeping my grade but man..i dont think i can be an algebra teacher anytime soon T_T. why does life have to be confusing!!!
I seriously am scared like crap because urgh i dont think im good enough for school. Ive been working too much and i barley get a chance to focus and im so exhausted i went to sleep in my uniform yesterday...
anywho things to do:
buy car
buy sewing machine
buy laptop w/ external hard drive
hair cut
winter clothes (have nones :()
start christmas shopping
Study...alot
find out my proffession
think about things i want to do before 20...
hang out with amy before she leaves :(
get my japanese book b4 i leave
mail in letters
think about cosplay for ohayocon *T_T;
play some video games :D
work out..like alot T_T
study more
chop off my hair lol
hang out with my mom
visit josh
ps. Anthony and Misty you should update more cause i never see you guys on skype and misty you should get a face book :D ♥
I MISS YOU ALL
ITS ALSO SNOWING o.o; ohh nooz come back summer :(. well somethings that have been going on my dad might be trading godzilla to help me get a new car so i guess thats good since all i could afford is a used car. Alberto broke up with me but we still talk to each other and care..hes just waiting on me. I feel like a jerk because he tells me he wont love anyone else and that he will wait till im ready for a relationship.-sigh-. i seriously dont deserve it. I just want to get over all the bullshit in life and go to heaven. no problems at all. and you know what i could even see my grandparents. Tommorro i have to do alot of homework especially for English and Algebra...Im still keeping my grade but man..i dont think i can be an algebra teacher anytime soon T_T. why does life have to be confusing!!!
I seriously am scared like crap because urgh i dont think im good enough for school. Ive been working too much and i barley get a chance to focus and im so exhausted i went to sleep in my uniform yesterday...
anywho things to do:
buy car
buy sewing machine
buy laptop w/ external hard drive
hair cut
winter clothes (have nones :()
start christmas shopping
Study...alot
find out my proffession
think about things i want to do before 20...
hang out with amy before she leaves :(
get my japanese book b4 i leave
mail in letters
think about cosplay for ohayocon *T_T;
play some video games :D
work out..like alot T_T
study more
chop off my hair lol
hang out with my mom
visit josh
ps. Anthony and Misty you should update more cause i never see you guys on skype and misty you should get a face book :D ♥
I MISS YOU ALL