sooo
I didnt want to go to work yesterday (but money is good so 54 hours omg T_T) . ...yeah and during close i just kept belting out DO DO YOU OWN A FIRST AID KIT HANDY DO DO YOU KNOW HOW TO PATCH UP A BROKEN WOUND AAAA H AH AHH ARE YOU ..ARE YOU PACIENT UNDERSTANDING CAUSE I DONT THINK YOUR UP FOR THE CHALLENGE CAUSE MY HEART IS DAMAGE DAAAAAMAGE I THOUGHT THAT I SHOULD LET YOU KNOW...
...now my throat is sore ..arrggg x.x
i feel obligated to do more and i still am job hunting for a better job with better benifits and stuff but the whole gas thing and taking my brother to work iunno i feel stuck with my family
i mean i love them to death but sometimes iunno i just get so angry with myself because its like they dont try with me and they are so close minded. I just always wanted that with a family where i wouldnt think of them as enimies or burdens but htat i get mad at myself because icant help out more. I could only do so good with my studies and i can only work so many hours but i HAVE limits but my heart wants to do more i dont know...
yay MSI friday!
i dont want to be old T_T
...now my throat is sore ..arrggg x.x
i feel obligated to do more and i still am job hunting for a better job with better benifits and stuff but the whole gas thing and taking my brother to work iunno i feel stuck with my family
i mean i love them to death but sometimes iunno i just get so angry with myself because its like they dont try with me and they are so close minded. I just always wanted that with a family where i wouldnt think of them as enimies or burdens but htat i get mad at myself because icant help out more. I could only do so good with my studies and i can only work so many hours but i HAVE limits but my heart wants to do more i dont know...
yay MSI friday!
i dont want to be old T_T