this is no.. there is no
it's half way through february, already. if anything, this just confuses me. it feels too hot for february. it feels to early for february. it feels as if time has stopped, but apparently it hasn't.
i force-fed joe valentines yesterday. i feel like i should feel bad about it, but then i really don't. i didn't expect anything from him, because he explained how he felt about it to me. i just wanted to make him understand how i feel about him. and, i think i did. so he's now in possession of a red siamese fighting fish named Arrow, who has big lips like me. i've got her partner Beau, who is a crazy spiky blue fish who likes two minute noodles, just like me.
we stayed up all night and got halfway to morning without noticing, which was nice. for now, though, i'm feeling exhausted by this heat, tired from smiling, and sick of hearing the same 4 bars being played over and over by my brother who has suddenly become a little muso. it actually makes me laugh, but my mum told me not to be mean. so i think i'm just going to keep cds laying around that hopefully he will pick up and listen to.
mmm. ch. mm. mm.