son of a bitch( forgive the bitching its just a panic enduced rant)

Sep 07, 2005 04:59

I was about to dive down to alabama to do contract work to put everything back together and eventually work my way down to new orleans but i dont think its gonna happen now and im forsurly pissed!

I made phone calls and looked online and its like fuckin impossible to find work. I mean theres so much shit that needs to get done but nobody wants to pay you. i was gonna go down with hippie doug but now hes getting screwed and its like nobody doin what they said theyd be doin. If your not a techy or hazmat certified they dont fuckin want you. And most labor stuff is only made for displaced workers in louisianna, and for outa staters you need a trailer and a pickup truck and a crew of at least four to get hired by companies. but really unless you work for a company and they send you down there...you aint doin shit ......im gonna look some more but i can afford to do alot of what they want.....ANGRY PANDA.

so thats it im dead serious if this doesnt work out, then im gonna start working out im gonna get a tan and im gonna be a fucking stripper.......NO FUCKING KIDDING im doing it , im losing weight and im gonna get paid to smack people in the face with my penis!!!! i got to, i dont know what else to do, nothing will give enough money in time i owe soooo much money to too many people that have helped me out and rent is due in three weeks.

I can try to feel good and have faith but even if i get a decent job itll take two weeks to train and two weeks to get paid and ill either miss the deadline for rent or i just wont make enough to cover what i need

im gonna die
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