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im in lewiston. only til next sunday though. thank god. i couldnt stand it for much longer. i miss bmore already. and my summer will be grooood. except for missing my dad and my dog and my lovely boyfriend who is all graduated and staying home in portland. battleship over the phone will be fun though. being here makes me actually miss baltimore a lot. its sad to see people growing down rather than up. seems like more people than not around here are just growing more and more superficial by the minute. i just hope for their sakes that someday they figure it out and start to really LIVE. i dont get frustrated easily by other people...except in that area. because it hinders your life so much when all you focus on is how you look to other people and need that to improve the image you percieve of yourself. its sad really. because its a life constantly full of ups and downs, happy one minute, miserable the next...cause really you cant count on others to always like what you do or the image you project. give up is my advice...and itll be constant ups. seriously. im so bored that im making a shmmanncey 4-course meal for my family tonight so that i have something to do all day. dan is goign to drive down to eat with us too...and with any luck, ill kidnap his ass :) sucker. one more week here and its a busy one. gotta see chad, corey, renee, jp, and maybe angie and julie too. dont know if erica is around either. also have a seadogs game to go to with the men of the family and probably salvo and jenkins too (my long lost kinda roommates haha). also the other lil salvo's graduation from high school on thursday....and a few more sleepovers...packing them in while i still can :/

mattie youre my favorite i miss you!
kate will appreciate the whirlygig.
boy are we going to miss michael. deeply.