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i lost my wallet, i am quite sure it is for sure. i have 'lost' it (by 'it' i mean all wallets ever) so many times, but this time its for good. i bought my wallet in switzerland, its synthetic and has wildflowers that fade oh so fast on it, so cute. it fell out of my bag between a whole foods grocery store and my home, about 1.5-2 miles. luckily i probably have another one because when i was in switzerland and i fell in love with this wallet i bought four of them, so i think i have one more... cause i have spent through one of them since 2003 and gave one away. i forget who to, if you read this and this person is you and you dont like it, give it back, if you have loved it as much as i, let me know and keep it with a smile.
its all okay to me... for one thing, i feel that if i loose my wallet and its the most horrific thing that happens to me in a given period of time, then my life must be golden. even though you know, it sucks.
also, in theory the wallet was never mine to begin with, it was itself, i used it, i used it good, i put it in my pocket, i put it on a table... the wallet can go do something new now.
also... i am about as sick as have been in two years. i think i am really sick now, but not really.
i want to leave my job so bad.
its all okay to me... for one thing, i feel that if i loose my wallet and its the most horrific thing that happens to me in a given period of time, then my life must be golden. even though you know, it sucks.
also, in theory the wallet was never mine to begin with, it was itself, i used it, i used it good, i put it in my pocket, i put it on a table... the wallet can go do something new now.
also... i am about as sick as have been in two years. i think i am really sick now, but not really.
i want to leave my job so bad.