is there anybody out there?
I've just realised that I haven't updated this thing in ages so here goes...
Things are ok at the moment I suppose. Been hurt by a silly boy, think I mentioned him last entry - the banker. But he's been honest and straight with me which I can't fault. Although I still don't understand - if you like someone, enjoy their company, find them attractive then what's the problem? I suppose i'm too Capricorn for my own good! He's confused and messed up and thinking of running away to Hong Kong for work for a year so probably best that it's not worked out - still hurts though, really hurts. BAH I stupidly made him stay, he said it would be a bad idea but either way it would still hurt so thought that I may as well get a last proper cuddle out of it.
Other than that life is ok, if you take away family element that is! Work is going from strength to strength. I've just got my US Visa again and am off to Miami for Miami Basel at the beginning of December. Finally recovered from Frieze which took ages. Far too many parties which meant very late nights and by the final day i'd completely lost my voice! I then decided to calm down and behave which lasted all of 3 days before I was out again last Thursday. Went to see Footloose which was ace...then went drinking cocktails with Bertie and some others and the next thing I know i've had two hours sleep, back to work and had an opening to deal with that night. I so was knackered that I actual started to sway I didn't even realise until Rob and Rose mentioned it! whoops. Then Emmy's b.day party after work on Saturday, the banker came along (friend of Em's from Uni) especially to see me - so can you see why i'm so confuzzled? followed by a christening on sunday, album chart show on monday and evening with the banker on tuesday. So yesterday I was so shattered, cried for most of it until Andy came to the rescue and had a couple of beers with me after work. Got home and went to bed at 9.30pm - ha ha ha haven't been to bed that early since I was a kid.
Tonight i'm going straight home to eat comfort food - fish fingers, chips and peas and watch Eastenders with the cats. Rose is away til saturday so i'm going to veg for the next couple of nights til i'm completely recovered and then it's Annabel's leaving thing on saturday and another night of debauchery! woo-hoo. Gosh it's amazing how 1 decent nights sleep can make you feel so much better.
I'm also meant to give up smoking on sunday - arse. I'm going to start acupuncture on Monday to help me.
This entry is rubbish....xxxxx
Things are ok at the moment I suppose. Been hurt by a silly boy, think I mentioned him last entry - the banker. But he's been honest and straight with me which I can't fault. Although I still don't understand - if you like someone, enjoy their company, find them attractive then what's the problem? I suppose i'm too Capricorn for my own good! He's confused and messed up and thinking of running away to Hong Kong for work for a year so probably best that it's not worked out - still hurts though, really hurts. BAH I stupidly made him stay, he said it would be a bad idea but either way it would still hurt so thought that I may as well get a last proper cuddle out of it.
Other than that life is ok, if you take away family element that is! Work is going from strength to strength. I've just got my US Visa again and am off to Miami for Miami Basel at the beginning of December. Finally recovered from Frieze which took ages. Far too many parties which meant very late nights and by the final day i'd completely lost my voice! I then decided to calm down and behave which lasted all of 3 days before I was out again last Thursday. Went to see Footloose which was ace...then went drinking cocktails with Bertie and some others and the next thing I know i've had two hours sleep, back to work and had an opening to deal with that night. I so was knackered that I actual started to sway I didn't even realise until Rob and Rose mentioned it! whoops. Then Emmy's b.day party after work on Saturday, the banker came along (friend of Em's from Uni) especially to see me - so can you see why i'm so confuzzled? followed by a christening on sunday, album chart show on monday and evening with the banker on tuesday. So yesterday I was so shattered, cried for most of it until Andy came to the rescue and had a couple of beers with me after work. Got home and went to bed at 9.30pm - ha ha ha haven't been to bed that early since I was a kid.
Tonight i'm going straight home to eat comfort food - fish fingers, chips and peas and watch Eastenders with the cats. Rose is away til saturday so i'm going to veg for the next couple of nights til i'm completely recovered and then it's Annabel's leaving thing on saturday and another night of debauchery! woo-hoo. Gosh it's amazing how 1 decent nights sleep can make you feel so much better.
I'm also meant to give up smoking on sunday - arse. I'm going to start acupuncture on Monday to help me.
This entry is rubbish....xxxxx