Apr 17, 2005 20:33
Well This WEEK:
has been really crazy. Monday i had an exam and it was hard as crap..everything else seemed to go pretty good until it got to thursday. i came home after my first class and didnt got back to my second class because i was so tired. i decided to get in the shower and shave my legs. after i got out of the shower i had a huge headache i mean it hurt so bad and then my heart started beating weird. like it felt like my heart would stop and then all of a sudden it would beat twice REALLY hard. when it first started doin i didnt really think anything about it b/c its done it before when i played bball but it would stop after my asthma attack was over. but i wasnt feeling like i was having an attack and it wouldnt stop. finally my parents got home like an hour later. i started getting really hot and sweaty and my parents decided to take me to the ER. we were there for a about 4 hours. they did a bunch of different tests. they took blood, did a catscan, made me pee in a cup, hooked me up to a heart monitor, and did an EKG. The EKG showed that i have PACs which is premature atriel contractions (sp). the doctor said its not harmful and thats its common in girls my age. the doctor also said that my "sports enduced asthma" could have been this heart condition the whole time...i mean think about for four years ive been thinkin ive had asthma but my attacks arent like anything my asthma doctors had seen and they always told me they could control my asthma and eventually id be back to where i was before i had asthma but it NEVER happened. but the doctor also said that my inhalers could of caused my heart condition. but im hoping that i dont have asthma and its just this heart condition even though it sucks that my bball life is over and i never got back to where i used to be and now all of a sudden i could be back to normal. but it would be great i could finally start running like i used to and like normal people can. gosh can you imagine how great that would be....im pretty sure i would run forever if all of a sudden i could again! They did and ECO friday and so we are supposed to get the results from that some time soon i think. so who knows whats goin to happen. just pray for the best!!
This WEEKEND:
Me and mom went to wise FRIDAY. dad wouldnt let me drive in by myself just incase something happened. i got to see matt!! Gosh it was so wonderful i hadnt seen him in like two weeks :( b/c i was sick but i got to see him!! i made him something too! i think he liked it and he made me pj pants in class!!! they were so cute. i love him so much. so friday me and matt hung out together it was so good to just be held by him and to kiss him and hug him! then SATURDAY me and matt, kara and eric went out shoppin for me and kara to find our necklaces for our dresses b/c prom is next weekend. after shoppin we went back to karas until we went to the movies to watch ammityville horror (sp) it freaked the crap out of me. then TODAY matt came and picked me up at karas and we went out to mamaws and ate some great homemade breakfast w/ mom and mamaw. then me and matt went to matts church and then went to pawpaws and then back to karas hahaha and then i had to leave :( it was so sad and i miss matt so much....i love him and i hate being away from him but i'll be back in thursday so i can get ready for prom!!
God bless ;)
ILOVEALLOFYALL