fragile
It never ends. Just to make this heart a little lighter, I'll let a few things find their way out. :3
Don't say it's because of 'them', of 'those' people who cannot understand a single thing. Is true love really about letting go? So if they do not want 'this' love to continue, we should go separate for them? I find it just too absurd, too unfair. We're not even here to satisfy them. And we're not doing anything on purpose. If they get hurt, will they stop being hurt if we do what they want? :| So if they want me to die right now, should I die at this very moment just to make them happy?
I used to think that way too. That I need to just leave and disappear to make everything okay. But then I realized that I am this selfish. And I don't have the responsibility to carry all these problems on my shoulders. I can't. I can stop thinking of how others feel, because I know what's more important for me. It's not that I don't care about them, it's just that you're more special. A lot more special.
THE STRONGEST LOVE IS THE LOVE THAT CAN DEMONSTRATE ITS FRAGILITY.
So I hope you do realize why I am like thiz. I tried to grab all those pride I've lost. I tried, but all I can do is to tell you what I really feel. T_T I don't know when will I get tired, or if it's even possible.