Dec 08, 2012 23:15
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In the train on the way to my station people leave their sits and start moving to the head of the train. They just silently go one after another in chain. It looks like some strange urban ritual or conspiracy.
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There are two things, wich are much more intimate and exciting for me in interaction with men, than sex. Watching them driving a car and watching them beating a punch bag or makiwara. To my pleasure, now I have both in excess))
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Sometimes it's so hard for me not to answer "not assked" questions. Something like: "Yes, you are stupid and uggly, he won't ever be with you." "Yes, those jokes a realy dull." "No, it's not okay to do such a things". But if I start, I won't be able to stop.
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My colleague said, that you can hardly ever pass the Komsomolskaya square, not hearing "Cheboksary" from bus ticket salers. Now I have my everyday quest. Sometime I'm lucky in it)
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I don't believe in relationship with married man. They so often leave bitter aftertaste of disappointment. It'd be better to leave before someone will be hurt. I just watch some of them from afar, and I'm glad, that in my previous life it was just a beautifull movie, wich we've played together.
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It's both hard and pleasantly to realize that person wich you've find interesting, free from public opinion and special, in fact only immitates life. I meet more and more of those positive, social active, goal oriented and succesfull zombies. May be there was some accident in the laboratory?