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God damn it. I already said on the forums that Bryan and I are going to go to the TGIO party, but now I don't even think I really want to. I don't want to go and get food or beverages or whatever. I don't want to go and get lost on some part of the city and in some neighborhood at night. I don't even know these people; I certainly don't feel like going to a house of theirs, especially since it seems now that those asses are going to drink themselves silly. I don't want to deal with that.
What I want to do? I want to go to Target and find a pretty black dress for me to wear when Bryan and I go out for our anniversary. I want to go to Fukuda. I want to have Bryan tell me all the things that are wrong with my story, and then tell him all the things I plan to write on for it. I want to have my own fun, not anyone else's. :(
I could always take it back but... I just don't want to go to the TGIO party. And I feel like an asshole for not wanting to go.
What I want to do? I want to go to Target and find a pretty black dress for me to wear when Bryan and I go out for our anniversary. I want to go to Fukuda. I want to have Bryan tell me all the things that are wrong with my story, and then tell him all the things I plan to write on for it. I want to have my own fun, not anyone else's. :(
I could always take it back but... I just don't want to go to the TGIO party. And I feel like an asshole for not wanting to go.